That was, by far, the most interesting and satisfying dream experience I’ve ever had. I kept crossing the line between half awake and half asleep. It felt like we were here but everything was different. Not drastically, but different. The first thing I remember is sitting in a bathtub full of water. The bathroom was different because the toilet and sink were on the other side. Everything had a kind of colored haze to it, like old photographs. I was sitting in the tub and Annalisa came in to tell me about the “screen” dad had put it. It was kind of a tv screen on the wall across from the toilet. You could hook different things up to it like games. While she was telling me about that dad came in and started fiddling with it. Then mom came in talking about some Aunt that came to visit. I had no idea who she was talking about and didn’t remember any visit. For some reason I wasn’t there and never met the Aunt. Then some cats started to come in, too, so I decided my bath was over. I pulled the plug and the water started draining fine, but then it slowed. Drained, slowed. I messed with the knobs and realized one of them was still on, I guess the water was going directly into the pipe, because it wasn’t coming out of the faucet.
I was completely dressed and dry when I walked into the kitchen. Sandra handed me a nutrition bar to try and it tasted really good. Just like blueberries. I could taste it! I don’t even like blueberries, but it was good. She kept eating them and eating them. I hardly noticed because I was marveling at the kitchen. I remember thinking “It’s so clean, just like when we moved in”, except it wasn’t really our kitchen. It was a sage green everywhere and everything still had that “old photo” haze over it. After looking around a bit I came across the near-empty box of bars and that’s when I noticed it was mostly empty. I asked Sandra if she was going to eat them all and she said “Mom told me to try them and see if I liked them” and then she winked at me.
I could feel myself pulling away from the dream, about to wake up. My more-awake mind decided that since my alarm hadn’t gone off yet I should take the time to rub one out before I had to get busy again. I could see myself laying on the couch on my back and putting my right hand down my pants. Then my more-asleep mind took me outside. It was sunny with a few puffy white clouds and I was still on my back in the sun. Billy was on top of me and we were making out. I thought we were in school and couldn’t believe we weren’t going to get caught. While he was kissing my neck I marveled at my hand and arm and the sun and clouds behind it. The sky was so blue!, but again everything had that haze. I wasn’t bothered by it, just noticed it. He was grinding into me and kissing me again when suddenly there was a noise. Some lady coming toward us telling us to “break it up”. We grumbled and obeyed. She was an older black lady, I guess some kind of teacher. Except it wasn’t a school we were walking towards, it was the house. He had pulled ahead and I told him to wait up a second. I think I said something, but I don’t remember. He moved in close to me and whispered “You had me good there” breathing heavy. I moved my hand up to my shoulder where he had been kissing me and felt teeth marks deep in the skin. “Oh yeah, it was good.”
Without going through the door I ended up in the living room. The dimensions were the same, but the furniture was all wrong, the haze was in here, too. There were several cats playing around in the living room chasing each other. My mom was sitting in the corner working on some crochet, I think. The cats were hidden from her view by the couch. I made to go into my room and Icarus tried to follow me. I gently put my foot in his way and he bit my toe! I felt him bite my toe! I yelped and when mom asked me what was wrong I told her “cat bit my toe” trying to get in my room as quickly as possible. “Which one” “Icarus” “Oh, we have a new cat?” She sounded happy about this. I was mostly in my room and looked over to see Saleen (or a cat that looked like a cartoonish version of her) sitting on a stool, eyes wide, paws in the air and shaking her head. The universal sign for “no, no, don’t tell her about us”. “No, …. uh….. (my brain raced to think of a friend’s name that would fit the time when I was a younger teenager) Amanda’s cat” “Oh, ok dear”. I gave Saleen a “I don’t know what you’re up to, but I have something else to deal with first so don’t go far” look and sat down at my computer. I was about to type up the dream I had to have just had about Billy when my alarm did go off and woke me up for real.
Everything was so real and vivid even with the haze. I felt and tasted and when I woke up I had to smell my fingers to see if that part was real, too, but all I smelled was old box and dirt. Amazing dream!
Sunday, May 20, 2012
Saturday, May 12, 2012
Dream 05-12-12
Aaron and I were in a trailer park. I'm not sure if we were passing through or what, but we stopped to visit with Ben. We were there for a while hanging around talking. At some point I ended up with a cut or something in my pubic region. I was wearing sweatpants so I pulled the waist down to check it out and it wasn't bad. They both helped me patch it up, though. Then Aaron left to go find something, I think? I went after him and Ben started following me. I headed home because I didn't want to be alone with him. Not because I thought he was creepy or anything, I just didn't want Aaron thinking anything was up. Ben ended up behind me kissing my shoulder so I walked faster. I think I ended up meeting Aaron at the house and Ben went back to his own home after they talked for a little longer.
Monday, May 7, 2012
Dream 05-07-12
I was in a circular kind of neighborhood with some friends. We were trying to get out, but had to keep circling around for various reason I'm unsure of now. There was a house at the end of the circle that we had to go through to actually get out of the neighborhood. I'm not sure if we were invited in or just went in. It wasn't very big, and was kind of cluttered. There were some cats and dogs there that seemed familiar, but not really. There was a woman there who reminded me of my grandma. She was a little... confused. Like she had alzheimers or something? I don't know if she knew me, but she was kind of nice. There was also an older man who I didn't recognize. He wanted to give us all xrays for some reason before we could leave. He had the xray machine set up in the kitchen.
Saturday, April 28, 2012
Dream 04-28-12
Started out dark. It was nighttime and I was chatting with Billy on my laptop. He had his webcam up and was doing sex stuff with his wife. I kept asking him to stop, but he wasn’t paying attention. Like he forgot. Something happened here and we ended up having to move. Dad got us a 4-bedroom trailer, but it was also owned by Mr. Bailey. The guy in the trailer right next to us was a spy for Mr. Bailey so he could get a break on his rent. I tried talking to him and making friends. I don’t remember if that worked out so well.
Things got kind of rushed. I kept trying to fiddle with my laptop, but it was the last day of school and I had tests to take. I wasn’t sure which ones or what I was going to need. A bunch of people were walking around with huge tubes of glue and I didn’t know if I was going to need one of those or not. I think Fernando was there and he helped me out a bit. I remember thinking that I should have all summer to get into college and then remembering I was already 10 years too late.
Things got kind of rushed. I kept trying to fiddle with my laptop, but it was the last day of school and I had tests to take. I wasn’t sure which ones or what I was going to need. A bunch of people were walking around with huge tubes of glue and I didn’t know if I was going to need one of those or not. I think Fernando was there and he helped me out a bit. I remember thinking that I should have all summer to get into college and then remembering I was already 10 years too late.
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
Dream 03-21-12
A few of us were living here, but it was kind of different. The house was set up differently, not sure how exactly, just that the whole thing felt, different. But it was here. The neighbor across from us came over from time to time and was doing something with the windows. At one point dad and I left. I forget where we were heading, but we ended up in Canada. He was driving. We were mostly on the highway, but then we came to a railroad track. The van in front of us was stopped and dad managed to stop in time, but the guy behind us didn’t. He hit us and then we hit the van; the van rolled up the track and then rolled back and hit us again. We got out and the damage wasn’t that bad, but for some reason we left it there and started walking to find a hotel. I thought it was really cool that we were getting to spend time in Canada, but then I realized we didn’t have any spare clothes or cigarettes or anything.
We passed a run down looking motel. It was made of that corrugated metal and the rooms were really tiny. Beyond that we found another place that seemed alright. The furniture was made of rolled up paper, though, and when dad went to lay on the bed it fell out from under him. Apparently the place hadn’t been kept up properly. We stayed anyway and spent some time talking to the other people who were there. I tried to text somebody but then this guy came up and started talking to me. He was from England and had a really thick accent and talked really fast and I couldn’t quite understand him.
We passed a run down looking motel. It was made of that corrugated metal and the rooms were really tiny. Beyond that we found another place that seemed alright. The furniture was made of rolled up paper, though, and when dad went to lay on the bed it fell out from under him. Apparently the place hadn’t been kept up properly. We stayed anyway and spent some time talking to the other people who were there. I tried to text somebody but then this guy came up and started talking to me. He was from England and had a really thick accent and talked really fast and I couldn’t quite understand him.
Thursday, March 8, 2012
Dream 03-08-12
I was on a road trip and I think I ended up in Alaska. I think Aaron may have been traveling with me, but if so I have no idea what happened to him. The highways were mostly deserted and it was very dark. We pulled up to a hotel, but it was dark as well. I think we had been there before because Aaron said “That part in the back is different; it’s much better this way.” We were about to pull up front and try to get a room, but there was a car already there. We pulled past it and suddenly it turned it’s headlights on and started following us. I wasn’t sure what was going on so I left and headed back on the highway. I was pretty scared. It followed us for a way and then disappeared. I found what I thought was a turn around so I could get back to the hotel, but the road was blocked off. A ranger approached us and said it wasn’t safe. They were trying to track down a wild animal of some kind that was killing people; they weren’t sure what it was. While he was talking I kept catching glimpses of a giant shadow and I told him I thought I had seen Sasquatch. I’m not sure he was listening. Finally he gave me directions how to turn around, but I kept seeing the large shadowy figure.
I don’t know how it happened, but suddenly it was daylight, Aaron was gone and I was walking down a path in the woods. The ranger was there and still concerned for my safety. He, however, was the one who ran into some trouble. I ran to catch up with him and he was on the ground, badly hurt. I picked him up and carried him back to the main road. I’m not sure how I remembered how to get there, but thankfully I did and there was already help waiting for us.
I don’t know how it happened, but suddenly it was daylight, Aaron was gone and I was walking down a path in the woods. The ranger was there and still concerned for my safety. He, however, was the one who ran into some trouble. I ran to catch up with him and he was on the ground, badly hurt. I picked him up and carried him back to the main road. I’m not sure how I remembered how to get there, but thankfully I did and there was already help waiting for us.
Sunday, March 4, 2012
Dream 03-04-12
We were living here. One night Aaron and I came home and there were two baby hedgehog-bunnies in the yard. (I’m not sure if they were really either, or if they kept morphing between the two) They were so adorable and I wanted to feed them, but we didn’t have much. I tried feeding them some pieces of long grass and flowers, but they didn’t want that. On the far side of the yard I noticed some tomatoes growing in the tree. I pulled the branch down and found a nice, juicy red one. I sat and cut it up into little pieces. By the time I got back around the babies were making their escape. That made me kind of sad and I really hoped they would come back.
After that I somehow ended up in the middle of a Food Network cake decorating competition thing. This guy and I had to decorate this little cake exactly like it showed on the picture. He was really into it, but I hate those competition shows so I just sat there and ate my cake. It was pretty good at first, just licking the frosting; but the insides tasted kind of hollow.
After that I somehow ended up in the middle of a Food Network cake decorating competition thing. This guy and I had to decorate this little cake exactly like it showed on the picture. He was really into it, but I hate those competition shows so I just sat there and ate my cake. It was pretty good at first, just licking the frosting; but the insides tasted kind of hollow.
Saturday, March 3, 2012
Dream 03-03-12
I was in a school. It was very dark, and I’m not sure why. There was no light coming in the windows and most all of the inside lights were off, too. There were only a few black and red lights scattered around where a few people were working. Most of the classrooms were quiet even though there were classes going on. Our class was watching a movie, I think. I left and was walking down a hall. I passed a little corner area where one lady was in a cubicle bent over some project. Outside of her cubicle was different displays with makeup. I walked quickly past and grabbed one of the nail polishes. I didn’t even look at what it was. Around the corner I ran into a teacher I knew. We started talking and walking back towards my classroom. Then while we were going upstairs the polish I grabbed clinked against a bottle I already had in there. She demanded to see what I had, so I pulled out the bottle I had bought earlier. I told her where I got it and that the receipt was in my purse, but that my purse was in the classroom. She said she would have to see it. I made a detour to a bathroom to try and hide the pilfered polish.
There were two doors to the bathroom and, of course, I went in the wrong one. I ended up in a relaxation spa area and had to cut through to find a proper stall. Even these were dinky and not very private, though. I sat for a while trying to wait until I thought no one was looking at me. When I emptied my pockets I realized I somehow had 4 bottles! The toilet paper dispenser had money in it and I jammed one of the bottles in there. There was one I really wanted to keep and while I was looking at it trying to figure out what I was going to do with it some scary girl came up and said I was in her stall. She reached over the door and grabbed the money and grumbled while going into the stall next to mine. She kept threatening me. I think I grabbed a push-pin and tried to jam it into her chest before making a break for it.
There were two doors to the bathroom and, of course, I went in the wrong one. I ended up in a relaxation spa area and had to cut through to find a proper stall. Even these were dinky and not very private, though. I sat for a while trying to wait until I thought no one was looking at me. When I emptied my pockets I realized I somehow had 4 bottles! The toilet paper dispenser had money in it and I jammed one of the bottles in there. There was one I really wanted to keep and while I was looking at it trying to figure out what I was going to do with it some scary girl came up and said I was in her stall. She reached over the door and grabbed the money and grumbled while going into the stall next to mine. She kept threatening me. I think I grabbed a push-pin and tried to jam it into her chest before making a break for it.
Saturday, February 25, 2012
Dream 02-25-12
Elvis was back again, and the same as he was towards the end. Very weak and needing constant looking after. And he wouldn’t sleep. Every time Aaron and I moved more than five feet away from him he’d try to move around so we had to go back and help him. It was very exhausting for a dream. I tried to explain to Aaron that this wasn’t right. We had Elvis’ ashes, but he wouldn’t listen. Wouldn’t even let me get the words out because he was just so happy to have him back.
I think I was at a school. I tried to go into a bathroom, but it was the boy’s bathroom, so I backtracked a bit and found the girl’s room. For some reason, though, they were connected by a door so there were boys cutting through the girls’ room. I had to beat up a giant bully. There was an Asian girl who was really cute and she kept writing things on a portable dry erase board and then wiping them off. I tried to use the bathroom, but ended up in a shower stall. I was going to take a shower since I was already in there, but also the water was already on. I got angry because my clothes were getting wet and my suede shoes were getting ruined.
I think I was at a school. I tried to go into a bathroom, but it was the boy’s bathroom, so I backtracked a bit and found the girl’s room. For some reason, though, they were connected by a door so there were boys cutting through the girls’ room. I had to beat up a giant bully. There was an Asian girl who was really cute and she kept writing things on a portable dry erase board and then wiping them off. I tried to use the bathroom, but ended up in a shower stall. I was going to take a shower since I was already in there, but also the water was already on. I got angry because my clothes were getting wet and my suede shoes were getting ruined.
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
Dream 02-21-12
I lived in a scientific base. I was young. At least quite a bit younger than my mentor/teacher and she didn’t appear that old either. I’m not sure what the experiment was, or where it went wrong, but we were finally finished with it and had high hopes for it’s outcome. She was showing me some last minute things (knobs, dials, food stores) and then wanted me to kill her with a little revolver so I could carry out the “mission” unhindered. After she ordered the main gate (it was solid steel) closed and locked, I shot her. I don’t know what I did with her body. I really didn’t have time to worry about much. I walked to the front window and the gate wasn’t closed. There were two men in army dress firing at people who were trying to get in. They were all blue, infected by something. There were also a handful of people in the facility with me and I feared they were also infected. They didn’t think they were, but we had to destroy all of the food stores because something had obviously gone very wrong. After being unable to figure out how to re-close the gate and no longer being able to fend off the blue people invading the main structure of the facility; I sat down on the floor, put the revolver to my forehead and fired. I think things may have gone black for only a second. I was still alive, but had trouble focusing. When I could almost clearly see, I saw my mentor standing above me. My brains were kind of scrambled, so I don’t recall everything she told me, but I wasn’t dead and neither was she. She was smiling. The caliber gun she gave me was small so I only had a little brain and nerve damage. My left leg was tingling fiercely and I had a hard time standing back up. I think I wanted to go home.
Saturday, February 18, 2012
Dream 02-18-12
It was so weird. I think I woke up two or three times and just fell right back sleep. In one of the dreams I was at this house; I think it was on an island. It was “grandpa’s” house (not my grandpa) and I think Annalisa was there. “Grandpa” was trying to kill us. We managed to get away and hide until daylight in the foundational ruins of what was supposed to have been a lighthouse. It was so open I thought for sure that we would get caught, but we didn’t.
The other part was just as weird. I started out here and one of the pit bulls was out again. Somehow mom managed to find her way around it, and eventually Sandra and I did, too. I could have sworn we started out in a car, but when we pulled into this little neighborhood to ask mom how she got around through the back (in the dream I “remembered” that mom walked around this area because it was safer) we were on a scooter. I kept having to re-arrange my purse and stuff because suddenly we didn’t have any room. We went into this laundry room in the center of the neighborhood and mom was there making cupcakes. We talked to her for a bit and I think I woke up when we were leaving.
The other part was just as weird. I started out here and one of the pit bulls was out again. Somehow mom managed to find her way around it, and eventually Sandra and I did, too. I could have sworn we started out in a car, but when we pulled into this little neighborhood to ask mom how she got around through the back (in the dream I “remembered” that mom walked around this area because it was safer) we were on a scooter. I kept having to re-arrange my purse and stuff because suddenly we didn’t have any room. We went into this laundry room in the center of the neighborhood and mom was there making cupcakes. We talked to her for a bit and I think I woke up when we were leaving.
Monday, February 13, 2012
Dream 02-13-12
Oh hell I hate that dream. I think most, if not all of the elements, have been in my dreams before. This time, though, things ended quite differently and I’m not sure I’ll get to go back. Except maybe to the grocery store. I’m pretty sure I didn’t start there, but that’s the first thing I remember. It was the small grocery store with the “off” meat and it was really dark. I remember walking into it from outside. Aaron and I were in a rush to find something for dinner. I grabbed a handful of loose spaghetti noodles and he was looking at a big $12 brisket, but we didn’t have that much money and it was already 4:30? I think that was the time. Anyway, we didn’t have enough time to cook it. Even though we didn’t *really* have the money I told him to grab it, but we had to get something else for tonight. I passed a pastry table and saw his phone and grabbed it and kept walking. I checked the phone and the background was really off, but I can’t remember why anymore. It wasn’t his phone, though. The name at the top of the screen said “Rick” or “Ricky”. Aaron held the phone and we passed some kind of weird arcade or something (still in the same store) and asked an employee next to an elevator and he said something helpful, but then this guy came out and said it was his. I’m not sure how I figured out he was lying. Something about Aaron being a phone person finder employee guy and if he gave me the number I could call the “dummy” phone. He got all huffy and walked off. One of the register ladies let me use her phone-intercom to page the real “Rick/Ricky” and I made kind of a short announcement speech. I couldn’t hear myself on the speakers, but everyone else liked it. I got a weak applause and two of the register ladies flashed their lights in a kind of salute. The guy looked like Jon Lovitz, but he’s the reason I know I didn’t start there because I had met him earlier in the dream. I climbed a ladder to give him his phone, and it’s a good thing I did because everything below that floor was filling up with water. This guy (who also acted like Jon Lovitz) was really happy to see me and twirled me around. He convinced us (me and Aaron and a guy who was with him) to jump into the water. I think he kind of pushed/flung me.
Aaron wasn’t with me when I left the store. Or, he started to be, but then he kind of transmorphed into Beth somewhere along the line. Before getting to the next destination we passed some more figures in a small alley between two buildings who were also familiar, but this didn’t go the same either. There were two guys in…. clothes of some kind (they seemed out of place and I can’t remember why) and two guys in gorilla suits sort of prancing around a gorilla stand-up. It was flat, like a display. They were trying to act like they weren’t selling something, but they were. I called them out as scammers and spent a little time talking to one of the clothed guys about how nobody falls for scams anymore and the only people I have even a modicum of respect for is hackers because you gotta be “SMART” to get around some of that stuff (firewalls, I assume) these days. He got really mad and…..
….. I don’t know exactly if that played out or if I just ended up at the last place. I had been here before, too, except I didn’t realize it at first. I think Beth was still with me, but I don’t know why she was scared of the displays. One was some weird kind of bread, so I thought it was another grocer; but it was obviously an oddity museum of some kind. The next display was a jawbone with demonic-looking teeth which I jiggled out of the way (it was behind glass) to reveal two tiny alien looking skulls. An older lady in a rocking chair alerted me to some stones on the floor. These seemed really familiar and really important. When I touched them they glowed. Beth stepped on one and music came out. That was the last I saw of her because I got absorbed in the rocks. Touching them and hoping I could figure them out. There was one that was like a polished cat design (they were all flat on the floor) and one had a crack and I could feel hot air. I wasn’t sure if it was the rocks or a draft coming up from under the trailer. Then a guy came in, tall and wearing a suit…. grey or brown. He said… something about it not working that way. I stood up and faced him and then all of a sudden he was behind me and I was standing behind the stones, but they were different. Raised up. He told me to put my right foot on the “grey one” which I had to lift my leg over another large jutting stone to do. I put my left foot on another stone and sat/straddled the rock and then suddenly when I looked up everything was different. There were displays moved a foot or so to the left and I named off the things I saw which were more like novelties than oddities. Nutcrackers, more nutcrackers or possibly smokers, feminine products, some kind of shampoo or something. As I was talking I got the feeling I was seeing how the “store” used to look in the past and more people had come in and I got really uncomfortable. I got off of the stones and was surrounded by…. Some of them looked like kids. I’m not sure if I fell or if one of the little bastards pulled me off, but I ended up on the floor and suddenly I remembered “Check and see if it (the kid eyeing me) bit you!!” That became really important (from some previous dream, I think) so I rolled up my sleeve to check. There was blood, which was odd because it didn’t hurt, and a scratch, but I was pretty sure that was from the rock and not the…. Whatever they were. Creatures. I knew that. They were closing in. I think they may have gotten me last time, but this time I practically exploded past them through the door, made a quick turn-around in mid-air and set the entire building (the trailer was attached to another building, long and white) on fire. I was scared at first because I only saw flames in the window of the “other” building (second story floor at that), but then I saw some of the creatures running out and a giant fireball rolled out the door. I was drifting backwards in the air while watching this, but this guy (suit guy) was…. Like, in charge or something (definitely stronger than the rest) and I knew I had to get away. I flew off and tried to snake between buildings and ended up on top of one across….. “town” I guess, but the “town” was only about 3blocks by 3blocks big. I was on top of this three story building watching and waiting. Suddenly a chair flew out of nowhere aimed directly at my face and I couldn’t fight anymore I just wanted to wake up so I shook my head as hard as I could and thankfully I did wake up.
I’m not sure if it was in the doorway as I was flying out, or as I was forcing myself awake, and of course it’s broken off. There’s more from the beginning I don’t remember, but in my head I could hear a low, husky and somehow wispy male-ish voice singing in my head:
“-and no one knows, there’s a guy who’s called-”
I have a feeling it was something important about the guy in the suit, but if I never find out I think that might be ok, too.
Aaron wasn’t with me when I left the store. Or, he started to be, but then he kind of transmorphed into Beth somewhere along the line. Before getting to the next destination we passed some more figures in a small alley between two buildings who were also familiar, but this didn’t go the same either. There were two guys in…. clothes of some kind (they seemed out of place and I can’t remember why) and two guys in gorilla suits sort of prancing around a gorilla stand-up. It was flat, like a display. They were trying to act like they weren’t selling something, but they were. I called them out as scammers and spent a little time talking to one of the clothed guys about how nobody falls for scams anymore and the only people I have even a modicum of respect for is hackers because you gotta be “SMART” to get around some of that stuff (firewalls, I assume) these days. He got really mad and…..
….. I don’t know exactly if that played out or if I just ended up at the last place. I had been here before, too, except I didn’t realize it at first. I think Beth was still with me, but I don’t know why she was scared of the displays. One was some weird kind of bread, so I thought it was another grocer; but it was obviously an oddity museum of some kind. The next display was a jawbone with demonic-looking teeth which I jiggled out of the way (it was behind glass) to reveal two tiny alien looking skulls. An older lady in a rocking chair alerted me to some stones on the floor. These seemed really familiar and really important. When I touched them they glowed. Beth stepped on one and music came out. That was the last I saw of her because I got absorbed in the rocks. Touching them and hoping I could figure them out. There was one that was like a polished cat design (they were all flat on the floor) and one had a crack and I could feel hot air. I wasn’t sure if it was the rocks or a draft coming up from under the trailer. Then a guy came in, tall and wearing a suit…. grey or brown. He said… something about it not working that way. I stood up and faced him and then all of a sudden he was behind me and I was standing behind the stones, but they were different. Raised up. He told me to put my right foot on the “grey one” which I had to lift my leg over another large jutting stone to do. I put my left foot on another stone and sat/straddled the rock and then suddenly when I looked up everything was different. There were displays moved a foot or so to the left and I named off the things I saw which were more like novelties than oddities. Nutcrackers, more nutcrackers or possibly smokers, feminine products, some kind of shampoo or something. As I was talking I got the feeling I was seeing how the “store” used to look in the past and more people had come in and I got really uncomfortable. I got off of the stones and was surrounded by…. Some of them looked like kids. I’m not sure if I fell or if one of the little bastards pulled me off, but I ended up on the floor and suddenly I remembered “Check and see if it (the kid eyeing me) bit you!!” That became really important (from some previous dream, I think) so I rolled up my sleeve to check. There was blood, which was odd because it didn’t hurt, and a scratch, but I was pretty sure that was from the rock and not the…. Whatever they were. Creatures. I knew that. They were closing in. I think they may have gotten me last time, but this time I practically exploded past them through the door, made a quick turn-around in mid-air and set the entire building (the trailer was attached to another building, long and white) on fire. I was scared at first because I only saw flames in the window of the “other” building (second story floor at that), but then I saw some of the creatures running out and a giant fireball rolled out the door. I was drifting backwards in the air while watching this, but this guy (suit guy) was…. Like, in charge or something (definitely stronger than the rest) and I knew I had to get away. I flew off and tried to snake between buildings and ended up on top of one across….. “town” I guess, but the “town” was only about 3blocks by 3blocks big. I was on top of this three story building watching and waiting. Suddenly a chair flew out of nowhere aimed directly at my face and I couldn’t fight anymore I just wanted to wake up so I shook my head as hard as I could and thankfully I did wake up.
I’m not sure if it was in the doorway as I was flying out, or as I was forcing myself awake, and of course it’s broken off. There’s more from the beginning I don’t remember, but in my head I could hear a low, husky and somehow wispy male-ish voice singing in my head:
“-and no one knows, there’s a guy who’s called-”
I have a feeling it was something important about the guy in the suit, but if I never find out I think that might be ok, too.
Thursday, February 2, 2012
Dream 02-02-12
There was a lot going on in this little cul-de-sac. It was very strange. AJ’s Cougar was gone, but she left another barely working car here. Kind of reminded me of my grandpa’s Eagle. Dad and I were trying to get it out of here to make room for yet another barely working car and it totally crapped out halfway down the driveway. He told me I’d have to coast it back to the house. Which I did, but when I got down here there was a football team or something practicing and I had to move around them. Very difficult. There was some other stuff, but I forgot.
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
Dream 02-01-12
Started out daytime and a bunch of “us” were at an animal sanctuary. We had a couple of cats there for some reason, Onyx was one of them. She was socializing better than I expected her to, and it made me kind of sad. When I picked her up she wanted to be put down so she could spend more time with this other male cat that looked just like her. Even though she was fixed. I think that’s how it started. I don’t remember if I was still awake or if I’d fallen asleep, but I remember thinking (or remembering) that I was going to look up online about free places in the area for cat spay and neuter. I had that imagine in my head and then we were at the sanctuary. It was kind of a nice place, the animals got to move around freely and they weren’t in any danger. I was uncomfortable having Onyx there, though. Partly because I was worried about her continued safety, partly because there were so many kids working there.
Next thing it was dark and I think I was driving Sandra home. We went down this winding road that was flanked on both sides with hedges and stuff. We didn’t make it very far when we hit a road block. The car in front of us turned around, then we turned around, then the car behind us turned around. Then a weird thing happened and I would swear I could hear the people in the car behind us talking. We were all driving pretty slow because of all of the curves in the road, but it still seemed odd. I was telling Sandra that we had buried Elvis around here near one of the signs. She asked me if I wanted to stop and so we did. So I could show her, but I think also I was curious about the people I could hear. We stayed close to the hedges on the same side of the street. The first sign I thought it was couldn’t have been. It was in an indented…. Like, stone shed in the hedges. No way I would have done that. I remembered another similar sign (both had upside-down triangles, were kind of small, and faced the wrong way to the street) a little further down. This time she heard the people, too, and we ducked into the hedge between the hedge and the fence. We walked through that small space even though we never heard the people again. When we emerged, however, there were bears climbing over another fence. We made ourselves big and kept walking trying not to be noticed (by doing anything strange or spastic), but they chased us anyway. We made it into another fenced in area and were able to block them in. We walked a little further down and found the second sign, but I wasn’t sure if that was it either. Dejected we began walking back to the car. We were careful passing the bears, even though they were asleep. When we got to the area where we had previously ducked into the hedges there was a guy outside of his house and we crouched down so we wouldn’t be seen. That was when I started hearing the voice of a narrator. We kept walking ducked down, sure the guy would notice us with the narrator guy talking. I thought I might have seen him, but then I woke up.
Brak and I were at some kind of buffet place. On the inside it was kind of a mirror image of itself with matching buffet tables on opposite ends of the restaurant. It was dark and the place was mostly empty. I assumed it was just early morning. We had our plates, but they had been eaten. Brak when up for a second plate. I sat there doing I don’t even know what. After a while I realized it had been a while so I grabbed my plate and went to check on her. She was standing next to the empty buffet table at the opposite end of the restaurant talking to some lady. We were waiting for more food, but then we ended up outside. It was night and the place was closed.
This one was a little disturbing. For a couple of reasons. I started out in a Taco Bell inside a mall. I wanted to talk to one of the chicks that worked there. The lines were pretty busy, though, and she was barely able to take my order properly. She ended up giving me more food, though, because she liked me. I sat down to eat and was soon joined by three Latina ladies. They worried me a bit, but I tried not to show it. There was one that kept asking me a question, but I couldn’t understand the middle part of it. Even after asking her to repeat it for the third time. I don’t know if she was speaking that part in Spanish, or just mumbling it. Finally they cleared out and the chick from the counter came over to flirt with me for a while.
Then I ended up at some kind of clearance swap meet. There was a lot of good stuff and I found a cart full of really awesome shoes. Sketcher and Hello Kitty. I even found a cool pair of shoes I liked for Aaron. I was going through one of the shelves and when I turned around the cart was gone! I looked around and found some other girl rummaging through it. I got into a fight with her over it and finally ended up just walking away crying. I went to a shelf in the back and started picking through some nail polish. She came up and said something. I apologized. I was upset mostly because I really wanted those shoes for Aaron and his weren’t in her pile with the rest of mine. I spotted his on someone else’s shelf amongst a slew of kid’s shoes. I ended up just leaving with nothing.
I think I got a ride home with a vampire. He reminded me of a mix between Aiden and Angel. Leaning more towards Aiden. I think he drugged me. I think I was a vampire, too. I was sitting in the front passenger seat waving my hand in front of my face and it was doing strange things. I laughed a bit and then passed out. When I came around we were in his apartment. There was another chick there and an old guy. I don’t know if they were vampires or not. I was obsessed with this basket on the counter. It had some soda bottles and this huge bottle of nail polish that had separated. There was green liquid and a huge string of purple in the center. No matter how hard I shook it I couldn’t get it to go back together. I also remember stirring some chili and liquid cheese in a small pot on the stove. Everyone seemed a little on edge. I asked “Aiden” how bad it was and he told me I should check the obituaries. I grabbed the newspaper and checked the index. I saw the page for “Obituary”, but when I started turning pages I forgot the number. When I checked the index I couldn’t find it again.
Next thing it was dark and I think I was driving Sandra home. We went down this winding road that was flanked on both sides with hedges and stuff. We didn’t make it very far when we hit a road block. The car in front of us turned around, then we turned around, then the car behind us turned around. Then a weird thing happened and I would swear I could hear the people in the car behind us talking. We were all driving pretty slow because of all of the curves in the road, but it still seemed odd. I was telling Sandra that we had buried Elvis around here near one of the signs. She asked me if I wanted to stop and so we did. So I could show her, but I think also I was curious about the people I could hear. We stayed close to the hedges on the same side of the street. The first sign I thought it was couldn’t have been. It was in an indented…. Like, stone shed in the hedges. No way I would have done that. I remembered another similar sign (both had upside-down triangles, were kind of small, and faced the wrong way to the street) a little further down. This time she heard the people, too, and we ducked into the hedge between the hedge and the fence. We walked through that small space even though we never heard the people again. When we emerged, however, there were bears climbing over another fence. We made ourselves big and kept walking trying not to be noticed (by doing anything strange or spastic), but they chased us anyway. We made it into another fenced in area and were able to block them in. We walked a little further down and found the second sign, but I wasn’t sure if that was it either. Dejected we began walking back to the car. We were careful passing the bears, even though they were asleep. When we got to the area where we had previously ducked into the hedges there was a guy outside of his house and we crouched down so we wouldn’t be seen. That was when I started hearing the voice of a narrator. We kept walking ducked down, sure the guy would notice us with the narrator guy talking. I thought I might have seen him, but then I woke up.
Brak and I were at some kind of buffet place. On the inside it was kind of a mirror image of itself with matching buffet tables on opposite ends of the restaurant. It was dark and the place was mostly empty. I assumed it was just early morning. We had our plates, but they had been eaten. Brak when up for a second plate. I sat there doing I don’t even know what. After a while I realized it had been a while so I grabbed my plate and went to check on her. She was standing next to the empty buffet table at the opposite end of the restaurant talking to some lady. We were waiting for more food, but then we ended up outside. It was night and the place was closed.
This one was a little disturbing. For a couple of reasons. I started out in a Taco Bell inside a mall. I wanted to talk to one of the chicks that worked there. The lines were pretty busy, though, and she was barely able to take my order properly. She ended up giving me more food, though, because she liked me. I sat down to eat and was soon joined by three Latina ladies. They worried me a bit, but I tried not to show it. There was one that kept asking me a question, but I couldn’t understand the middle part of it. Even after asking her to repeat it for the third time. I don’t know if she was speaking that part in Spanish, or just mumbling it. Finally they cleared out and the chick from the counter came over to flirt with me for a while.
Then I ended up at some kind of clearance swap meet. There was a lot of good stuff and I found a cart full of really awesome shoes. Sketcher and Hello Kitty. I even found a cool pair of shoes I liked for Aaron. I was going through one of the shelves and when I turned around the cart was gone! I looked around and found some other girl rummaging through it. I got into a fight with her over it and finally ended up just walking away crying. I went to a shelf in the back and started picking through some nail polish. She came up and said something. I apologized. I was upset mostly because I really wanted those shoes for Aaron and his weren’t in her pile with the rest of mine. I spotted his on someone else’s shelf amongst a slew of kid’s shoes. I ended up just leaving with nothing.
I think I got a ride home with a vampire. He reminded me of a mix between Aiden and Angel. Leaning more towards Aiden. I think he drugged me. I think I was a vampire, too. I was sitting in the front passenger seat waving my hand in front of my face and it was doing strange things. I laughed a bit and then passed out. When I came around we were in his apartment. There was another chick there and an old guy. I don’t know if they were vampires or not. I was obsessed with this basket on the counter. It had some soda bottles and this huge bottle of nail polish that had separated. There was green liquid and a huge string of purple in the center. No matter how hard I shook it I couldn’t get it to go back together. I also remember stirring some chili and liquid cheese in a small pot on the stove. Everyone seemed a little on edge. I asked “Aiden” how bad it was and he told me I should check the obituaries. I grabbed the newspaper and checked the index. I saw the page for “Obituary”, but when I started turning pages I forgot the number. When I checked the index I couldn’t find it again.
Monday, January 30, 2012
Dream 01-30-12
I think that’s twice now I’ve dreamt of dragons flying over this stretch of road by a Wal-Mart. This time, at least, I was able to get my camera out and snapped about five or six pictures. I don’t know if any of them came out, but I tried. There was also some stuff in what I think was an abandoned building. It was kind of weird. I was playing a video game and then I was talking to Aaron. There was trash and stuff everywhere and a broken elevator. I remember this weird tree with really gummy sap we used as kind of a bungee to climb upstairs. There was a store and I wanted to try on this purple outfit, but there were people watching. I could have turned invisible, but my clothes wouldn’t turn and people would still know. So I went to change in the broken elevator. Turns out it was really broken, it was just a door and a floor and only one wall of the shaft. There was a whole two-story pile of toys and trash leading up to the elevator from the other side.
Thursday, January 26, 2012
Dream 01-26-12
I think I was in Germany (a very stylized, fairy tale looking Germany) with my parents and sisters. We went on a tour of some cabins and I took as many pictures as I could. After that we started hiking to the place we were going to stay. On the way we passed a bunch of really nice houses. I noticed two of my friends were staying in some of the houses (different ones, they didn’t know each other) and at first I was happy, until I saw where the five of us were going to be staying. In this drab box of a hostel. It was awful. Four of us were going to be sharing this futon thing and mom was going to be in this other room with the cats. I was very upset. Partly because of the place, partly because that room didn’t have a proper door and the cats kept escaping. Actually, for a while I was pretty sure they were being let out. I had to keep catching them and throwing them back in. Natalie was there, except she was kind of mean. Dad mentioned something about how we could stay in one of the nicer houses, but then there was something about how military guys wouldn’t be able to pay something with something…. It was in a pamphlet. I really didn’t want to put him out, but if we could do better I really wanted to. I kept collecting cats and throwing them in the room and next time I tried to find dad he was gone. I guess out trying to find a place. At the end I went into the cat room, but there was a problem. There were two cats that looked like Saleen. One, though, was very mean and attacking Icarus. I told it to get out, in my best authoritative voice. On it’s way it out started to transform, I’m not sure what it was transforming into, but I was scared. Still, I had to protect the cats and kept telling it to get out. Finally it did. Mom was talking to some people at the counter, something about problems she’s had with her “illness” and being confused and stuff. It was pretty embarrassing the things she was talking about, but I don’t remember why.
Wednesday, January 25, 2012
Dream 01-25-12
Started off out in the country. I was driving down a long road. A few times. Well, enough that the same traffic was around. Twice this bus driver sped right up behind me and then somehow grabbed my arm to slingshot himself around me. It hurt. I think the second time there was a wreck and a bunch of people had to stop. I confronted the bus driver and explained what he did and how dangerous it was and that it wasn’t fair to the kids. So I took over his bus route. It was a small community so I knew where all of the kids lived. I drove onto the road and was going towards the houses when all of a sudden I wasn’t driving the bus anymore. One second I was driving the bus, the next I was driving a motorcycle. There was a family with about three kids all messing with one little girl’s backpack with their heads hanging dangerously into the road. I swerved a bit to avoid them and yelled at the lady to get her kids out of the damn road. Found out later that the little girl had her head run over by a UPS truck. That was only part of the problem, though. There was a detective wandering around trying to piece together what happened with the bus. I told him what happened, about the guy and the motorcycle. He seemed to be satisfied that I didn’t do anything. I was wandering around the neighborhood and ran into a boy from the bus. I talked to him a bit and he had the same memory that I did. One second he was on the bus, the next he was on a motorcycle. Unfortunately we never found out what was going on.
After that Aaron and I were at this girl’s house with a couple of other friends. We were spending the night and all upstairs in her bedroom. Aaron and I started having sex on the floor and a couple of other people paired off as well. Suddenly we heard a faint bell that was the signal that the girl’s mom had come home. What we didn’t know was that she was right outside the door. Aaron hid behind the door and I tried to cover up and pretend I was asleep. She talked to her mom for a bit then came in and said we all had to leave because she was going out. The house was very pink.
After that I ended up at this outdoor omelet bar. It was dark and the lines were moving slowly. By the time I got up to the register I had to wait for them to cook more eggs, I guess. No one was at the registers, but there were still plenty of people in line. I noticed there was some grass starting to catch on fire so I started stomping it out. I was wearing some pretty cool heeled boots. One of the fires got fairly big and was pretty bright. Finally I got all of the fires out, but woke up on my way back to the bar.
After that Aaron and I were at this girl’s house with a couple of other friends. We were spending the night and all upstairs in her bedroom. Aaron and I started having sex on the floor and a couple of other people paired off as well. Suddenly we heard a faint bell that was the signal that the girl’s mom had come home. What we didn’t know was that she was right outside the door. Aaron hid behind the door and I tried to cover up and pretend I was asleep. She talked to her mom for a bit then came in and said we all had to leave because she was going out. The house was very pink.
After that I ended up at this outdoor omelet bar. It was dark and the lines were moving slowly. By the time I got up to the register I had to wait for them to cook more eggs, I guess. No one was at the registers, but there were still plenty of people in line. I noticed there was some grass starting to catch on fire so I started stomping it out. I was wearing some pretty cool heeled boots. One of the fires got fairly big and was pretty bright. Finally I got all of the fires out, but woke up on my way back to the bar.
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
Dream 01-24-12
Started out a little strange and confusing. My sisters and I were living together, again. At first, for some reason, Sandra and I were sharing a room and AJ had one to herself. Then Sandra decided to move the bunk-bed into AJ’s room to share with her and I got the other room all to myself. I had a couple of friends over; Brak was one of them. She was looking into this huge mirror. I came up behind her and put my arms around here, but then when I looked in the mirror there were two of me. This scared me so much I had to keep looking away until finally I just walked away from the mirror.
That feeling of unease followed me through the rest of the dream. I just couldn’t seem to figure out why there were two reflections of me. I tried going to an arcade, a friend’s house and even a bar. There was part where I was outside of a big, L-shaped, 2-story building talking to someone and this girl was up on the second story balcony. We called for her to join us and she was going to jump off so I sent the other person up to stop her.
That feeling of unease followed me through the rest of the dream. I just couldn’t seem to figure out why there were two reflections of me. I tried going to an arcade, a friend’s house and even a bar. There was part where I was outside of a big, L-shaped, 2-story building talking to someone and this girl was up on the second story balcony. We called for her to join us and she was going to jump off so I sent the other person up to stop her.
Friday, January 20, 2012
Dream 01-20-12
Aaron and I were “home”. It was a fairly big trailer, but the rooms were situated much different than this one. Our room was kind of in the middle. He had invited two guys over for a 4-way. The first guy showed up and we were sitting around talking. I was naked and we were playing with our phones and stuff. Then the second guy showed up, but he brought a friend so I got dressed again. We all just kind of hung out. At one point I went into the kitchen and there were so many desserts. I didn’t get to try any, though (even though I noticed them twice), because when I got to the kitchen I noticed something weird. Aside from the door being open, the whole wall next to it was billowing in and out with the breeze. We had to keep wrangling the cats. I was trying to find a way to get the wall to stay still (it was meshy, kind of like a screen door) because the breeze was really nice and I thought the cats would enjoy it if we could keep them from getting out. Unfortunately we only had a little duct tape. I ended up just having to close the door and somehow that anchored the wall.
I’m not sure what happened to the extra guy, but after the door was taken care of Aaron and I and the two guys went out driving. Aaron and I were in one car, guy #2 was in a car or truck and I think guy #3 was on a motorcycle. It was really dark and the roads were all country and deserted. Until we got to this big, kind of underground cement parking thing. There were four roads that came together and the parking place was on one of the corners. We converged and decided to head back. There were a couple of beat-up trucks that were coming down the other roads, turning and then turning around and it made us nervous. When we tried to turn around, though, (everyone was following me for some reason) we got turned around and sort of lost in the parking structure and I couldn’t remember which road exactly was the way back.
I’m not sure what happened to the extra guy, but after the door was taken care of Aaron and I and the two guys went out driving. Aaron and I were in one car, guy #2 was in a car or truck and I think guy #3 was on a motorcycle. It was really dark and the roads were all country and deserted. Until we got to this big, kind of underground cement parking thing. There were four roads that came together and the parking place was on one of the corners. We converged and decided to head back. There were a couple of beat-up trucks that were coming down the other roads, turning and then turning around and it made us nervous. When we tried to turn around, though, (everyone was following me for some reason) we got turned around and sort of lost in the parking structure and I couldn’t remember which road exactly was the way back.
Thursday, January 19, 2012
Dream 01-19-12
I owned a house. It seemed really big, but not quite big enough for what we needed. I had a plan, sort of. We had two kids, I think. One was a boy who was about 8. We had the house partitioned off for this game show he was going to compete in. He had to do something with the dining area of our house and it was going to be on TV. If he succeeded then we’d win enough money to redo the kitchen and move things around a bit so they made more sense. I was wandering around off-set, trying not to distract him. I ran into Jason. I tried to get him off to the side so I could talk to him about something, but every time we were finally alone more people would show up. In parts of my house they had no business being in. They were his friends and I tried to get him to get rid of them. One guy was being particularly loud and I had to keep shushing him. Finally I grabbed him by the shirt collar and told him that if he fucked this up for me I would destroy him and threw him to the ground. I went back into my bedroom and flopped down on the bed. Out of nowhere Lil came and jumped on me. I was confused and a little angry and I had to keep shushing her, too.
There was another part with an almost bird’s eye view of the neighborhood. There was something going on out there that made it a very dangerous place to be. I think there was a big evil…. Almost tent around parts of it.
There was another part with an almost bird’s eye view of the neighborhood. There was something going on out there that made it a very dangerous place to be. I think there was a big evil…. Almost tent around parts of it.
Wednesday, January 18, 2012
Dream 01-18-12
Brak and I were out in a big city. I’m not sure if we were wandering or shopping. We had Jet with us. I know we were about to take a trip and first we had to find a place to eat and a bathroom. We tried to find food first, but the first big building we went into only had a pizza place. We went up five flights of stairs and found a bathroom. She went in first and then I had to go. At least, I think I did. I found a big mirror and started to strip. I think so I could get a picture of myself. Suddenly this tall, dark haired woman appeared behind me. I got embarrassed and went into one of the stalls. When I came out she was gone. I went to the sink to wash my hands and she appeared behind me again. I tried to talk to her, but she wouldn’t say anything so I left the bathroom. Except I ended up going out a back door. Jet followed me and then took off. I ran after her calling her name. Finally I caught up to her and we had to circle around the whole building to get back to Brak. (I don’t know how we got outside on the ground when we went upstairs for the bathroom). She was still standing by the bathroom doors. That was when I realized we had both gone into the wrong bathroom. Neither of us noticed the signs reading “Mädchen” and “Jungen”, or the other door.
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
Dream 01-17-12
Everybody kept showing up and leaving so quickly it was hard to figure out who I was hanging out with at any given time. I know Aaron, Mook and Jack where there. So was another set of guys that were their friends, but I don’t remember ever seeing before; and so was another set of guys that were disturbing to me from the start. Aaron and I would keep visiting Jack. He lived in this apartment that was inside this huge converted house. You went in the front door and there were 4 doors, two together. You take the left of the together doors and go up a flight of stairs. At the top you take a right through another door and then up another flight of stairs to the right and then through another door. At least, that’s the last way I remember getting there. I think if may have gotten more complicated as the dream went on.
It started out with the 5 or 6 of us just hanging out, normal. We went to a lake and make a video that was, like, a commemoration of somebody moving? Maybe Aaron and me. I started out in our lake and then was supposed to end up in another lake (we were going to use the computer to splice the videos together on the computer), but by the time we got there it was dark and Aaron wasn’t sure it was safe to swim in. Then we were all hanging out again. I kept clutching a book or something. I heard my phone go off, but it wasn’t the normal ring. I was expecting someone to leave a message that that was their new number, but instead it was mom. She called to let me know that “my” cat had “given birth” but one of the kittens was severely premature and one was this half-formed mess of sort-of-cat and watery goop, in addition to the rest of the watery goop that would have been the rest of the kittens. She kept sending pictures of drawings of this to my phone and each one was more elaborate. Like she was working on it and sending the revised picture.
I tried to get away from that and everyone sort of migrated upstairs for a while. I feel like this time we only went halfway up that what I described. Then Jack wanted to take us to this “thing” that was on the bottom floor of the house. We went downstairs and there was another white door. He went through and Aaron and I were about to follow, but then I noticed it was this overly complicated spook house-maze that I didn’t want to go through again. (I’m not sure if I’ve dreamt it before, but in the dream I remembered it) I backed up and went outside and sat on the porch. Mook and one of the other guys where there and we sat with them waiting for Jack to come back. He moved through so fast we didn’t get a chance to tell him we weren’t doing it.
The next part is a bit fuzzy. I remember ending up in another top floor apartment at the other end of the building. I remember being very distraught about something, but I wasn’t sure quite what. I just knew I had to get out of there. Those two disturbing guys where looking at me and there was a dead naked guy in front of me. As I went towards the door I heard someone explaining to someone else that “we were never here” and “it was just a cock-in”. I think he meant “break-in” but he said “cock-in” three or four times. And the guy he was talking to, who I saw first, said “yes, a cock-in”. I came around the corner and it was like a movie. I saw all dark and then the person turned around and it was Jack and he sort of looked right through me. I went past him and down stairs and then all the way up that complicated stairways to Jack’s place (why? I don’t know) and there was a girl there who started talking to me about body paint and how working somewhere had turned her into kind of a brash slut. I just wanted to lay down on the couch in the dark. Then the two friend guys I didn’t know where watching a video….
It was a video of some chicks naked lower half and some guy banging away on her and then the guy gets shot dead while he’s fucking her. I had the realization that the chick was me and I was dead, too. That my corpse, in fact, had been set up for the murder because the guy was a necrophiliac. I felt, like, a “force” of realization, physically, and it woke me up.
It started out with the 5 or 6 of us just hanging out, normal. We went to a lake and make a video that was, like, a commemoration of somebody moving? Maybe Aaron and me. I started out in our lake and then was supposed to end up in another lake (we were going to use the computer to splice the videos together on the computer), but by the time we got there it was dark and Aaron wasn’t sure it was safe to swim in. Then we were all hanging out again. I kept clutching a book or something. I heard my phone go off, but it wasn’t the normal ring. I was expecting someone to leave a message that that was their new number, but instead it was mom. She called to let me know that “my” cat had “given birth” but one of the kittens was severely premature and one was this half-formed mess of sort-of-cat and watery goop, in addition to the rest of the watery goop that would have been the rest of the kittens. She kept sending pictures of drawings of this to my phone and each one was more elaborate. Like she was working on it and sending the revised picture.
I tried to get away from that and everyone sort of migrated upstairs for a while. I feel like this time we only went halfway up that what I described. Then Jack wanted to take us to this “thing” that was on the bottom floor of the house. We went downstairs and there was another white door. He went through and Aaron and I were about to follow, but then I noticed it was this overly complicated spook house-maze that I didn’t want to go through again. (I’m not sure if I’ve dreamt it before, but in the dream I remembered it) I backed up and went outside and sat on the porch. Mook and one of the other guys where there and we sat with them waiting for Jack to come back. He moved through so fast we didn’t get a chance to tell him we weren’t doing it.
The next part is a bit fuzzy. I remember ending up in another top floor apartment at the other end of the building. I remember being very distraught about something, but I wasn’t sure quite what. I just knew I had to get out of there. Those two disturbing guys where looking at me and there was a dead naked guy in front of me. As I went towards the door I heard someone explaining to someone else that “we were never here” and “it was just a cock-in”. I think he meant “break-in” but he said “cock-in” three or four times. And the guy he was talking to, who I saw first, said “yes, a cock-in”. I came around the corner and it was like a movie. I saw all dark and then the person turned around and it was Jack and he sort of looked right through me. I went past him and down stairs and then all the way up that complicated stairways to Jack’s place (why? I don’t know) and there was a girl there who started talking to me about body paint and how working somewhere had turned her into kind of a brash slut. I just wanted to lay down on the couch in the dark. Then the two friend guys I didn’t know where watching a video….
It was a video of some chicks naked lower half and some guy banging away on her and then the guy gets shot dead while he’s fucking her. I had the realization that the chick was me and I was dead, too. That my corpse, in fact, had been set up for the murder because the guy was a necrophiliac. I felt, like, a “force” of realization, physically, and it woke me up.
Monday, January 16, 2012
Dream 01-16-12
I was with Brak at some kind of community center. We had taken a standardized test and were waiting to get the results. My parents were there, as were the parents or grandparents of some of the other people. I have no idea what the test was about or why it was such a big deal. We were all sort of hanging around. Some sitting at tables, others standing around talking. They had a tv going and an old lady at the table next to us was asking me about the show. Shawn from Psych had a new show by himself and he was dressed like a cowboy sorta. The lady was asking me if he was the guy from Psych. Then another guy at the table was asking me other stuff about the show since he had only seen a couple of episodes.
Finally a girl came in with a box that had the test results. The girl asked me if I wanted two copies and I said “yes”. I got an 88. I think Brak got a 92 or 94. A bunch of people got other stuff for participating. I got this little pink… thing. It looked like a kid’s computer and opened up into a toy house. Very strange. I think this is where I lost track of Brak. My dad was asking me some questions, some having to do with this remote control he was holding; so was someone else’s dad. All of a sudden everyone was asking me to help them with stuff and mom wanted help grabbing her stuff to put it in the van. As usual she had a ton of stuff. A lot of it was candy.
By the time the place started really clearing out and we were by the van I realized I had lost my pink thing. I had to find it because my test results were in it. So dad starts helping me go through the boxes in the dumpster. He finds one with my name on it, but it’s not the right one. It’s in a bigger box. I grab a trashcan on wheels and sort of ride it up(hill, there was a driveway or something) to the building. I find another box near the top, but I don’t think it’s in there either.
Finally a girl came in with a box that had the test results. The girl asked me if I wanted two copies and I said “yes”. I got an 88. I think Brak got a 92 or 94. A bunch of people got other stuff for participating. I got this little pink… thing. It looked like a kid’s computer and opened up into a toy house. Very strange. I think this is where I lost track of Brak. My dad was asking me some questions, some having to do with this remote control he was holding; so was someone else’s dad. All of a sudden everyone was asking me to help them with stuff and mom wanted help grabbing her stuff to put it in the van. As usual she had a ton of stuff. A lot of it was candy.
By the time the place started really clearing out and we were by the van I realized I had lost my pink thing. I had to find it because my test results were in it. So dad starts helping me go through the boxes in the dumpster. He finds one with my name on it, but it’s not the right one. It’s in a bigger box. I grab a trashcan on wheels and sort of ride it up(hill, there was a driveway or something) to the building. I find another box near the top, but I don’t think it’s in there either.
Sunday, January 15, 2012
Dream 01-15-12
I was with a group of friends. We had a truckload of stuff we were carting into some restaurant. Some was Lego displays, some table flags, and some heavier stuff like a filing cabinet. After moving about half the stuff we took a break and went into this other store. They had moved their stock around and I couldn’t find the incense. Finally I did somewhere behind the counter. The sticks were humungous. I don’t think I ended up getting any because they were so big. It was getting late and darker and we were walking towards “home”. One guy was so tired he fell asleep right in the gutter and I carried him into the house. We got some more stuff to the restaurant, but they had changed their layout as well and things became a little confusing. A couple of us were walking from the restaurant back “home” and ran into a slight problem. Apparently there was a guy in a rabbit suit who was big trouble. If he saw you, he’d kill you. He was only supposed to pop up randomly from time to time. So we ducked onto someone’s porch for a minute for him to go away, but he kept showing up. Every time he did, we’d hide. I think he showed up three or four times, and we never made it back “home”.
Thursday, January 12, 2012
Dream 01-12-12
I started at a house. I think it was supposed to be my grandparent’s house, but it was very different. Sandra, at least, was there and I think Annalisa, too. Somehow we ended up at this sort of campground that I feel like I was just at in a dream recently. There’s a dirt path and a public pool for free water. There was a crudely built wooden building which was intended to accommodate all of the people. Some of them I knew, some I didn’t. There were a lot of children. Some of whom were doing homework. It got dark and one guy went out to scare off wild animals. There was a nice dog wandering around. I tried to find appropriate spots to build fires and put one kid in charge of filling up water buckets. I think John was there and he was drunk. It was all a bit confusing and mushed together. Someone tried to build a fire under one of the beds. The frame of the bed was a metal slab, so I moved the bedding just in case someone tried to light it.
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
Dream 01-10-12
I know it was a pretty long one, but I don’t remember much. The first thing I remember is a minivan packed up like we used to pack for our summer trips. Full up and stacked on top. It was laying on it’s side and someone else and I were trying to keep at least some of the stuff together. I think it was Annalisa trying to take a trip to show off and the other person and I noticed there were quite a few things tied to the top of the van that didn’t belong to her so we had to start going through it.
The next thing I was in a bathroom. It was small and there were three shopping carts in there. I pushed the carts together to make more room for myself and new ones kept showing up. Some out of thin air, some pushed in by (a different) someone else. By the time I started waking up I had a row of about 13 shopping carts going out the door. I was getting pretty good at figuring out how to push the line of them and getting them to go where I wanted them to without running the lead cart into walls.
The next thing I was in a bathroom. It was small and there were three shopping carts in there. I pushed the carts together to make more room for myself and new ones kept showing up. Some out of thin air, some pushed in by (a different) someone else. By the time I started waking up I had a row of about 13 shopping carts going out the door. I was getting pretty good at figuring out how to push the line of them and getting them to go where I wanted them to without running the lead cart into walls.
Monday, January 9, 2012
Dream 01-09-12
Was driving a bus of people into this camping area. I got lucky and the highway turnoff was not terribly congested. Unfortunately I wasn’t paying too much attention as I pulled into the woods and ran over a torso. There were a couple of other body parts littered across the road. The cops didn’t stop me, but they were combing the area for more parts and, I assume, whoever was responsible. That was kind of a worry through the whole dream. I spent time in three different areas. The first was a flimsy, fake cabin. There were three of us there. It was dark and we were worried. I told them we were going to stay with some other friends that were in a more proper house. We got there, though, and realized that the doors didn’t fully close. So we all worked doing the best we could to lock up. A girl and I were watching a construction crew working below us (we were on the second floor looking out of the window). I think we knew a couple of the guys down there. The area was lit with some yellowish spotlights, but then suddenly everything started glowing bright blue. A huge black plane flew over. It looked very odd, especially the bright BRIGHT blue lights on the tail end. I thought it was a UFO and she said it was a common mistake. Then a couple more people showed up and they all threw me a birthday party. I had a larger-than-necessary plastic, Hello Kitty cowboy party hat and someone had brought a Hello Kitty cake. I was given a slice before everybody started singing.
After that I ended up in a bathroom stall where some little Asian girls thought I was a ghost. I wasn’t, though. I was just hiding from some other girls that were making fun of me.
Either before that or after that part (I’m not entirely sure anymore) I was in another house. Brak was there. At one point I knew I was dreaming because there was a big cat sitting at the table like a person. Not sitting like a cat, sitting like a person. I said “I’m dreaming” and tried to take control. It only partly worked. I tried to get physical with Brak, but she was unwell. I stopped because I didn’t want to hurt her.
Lastly I ended up walking down a street (or trail, I’m not sure if we were still in the woods or not) with Aaron. We found a vending machine. It had a special new kind of cherry Pepsi that was supposed to be wetter and more refreshing. As soon as I put my dollar in the machine my alarm went off.
After that I ended up in a bathroom stall where some little Asian girls thought I was a ghost. I wasn’t, though. I was just hiding from some other girls that were making fun of me.
Either before that or after that part (I’m not entirely sure anymore) I was in another house. Brak was there. At one point I knew I was dreaming because there was a big cat sitting at the table like a person. Not sitting like a cat, sitting like a person. I said “I’m dreaming” and tried to take control. It only partly worked. I tried to get physical with Brak, but she was unwell. I stopped because I didn’t want to hurt her.
Lastly I ended up walking down a street (or trail, I’m not sure if we were still in the woods or not) with Aaron. We found a vending machine. It had a special new kind of cherry Pepsi that was supposed to be wetter and more refreshing. As soon as I put my dollar in the machine my alarm went off.
Saturday, January 7, 2012
Dream 01-07-12
I think I started on some kind of cruise ship. I think it was a big group trip, like a field trip or something. We hadn’t departed yet so I was walking along the railing just looking at the water for a bit while the rest of the people were getting on board. Clint came up and we started talking for a bit. He mentioned needing or forgetting something and since we had time (I assumed) I offered to drive him out to get it. We were making our way through the Carrollton neighborhood (or near it) when he said it was further out. I started driving faster. I thought we were going to Wal-mart maybe, but we ended up at some kind of shack out in the boonies. There was an ill-tempered older lady and a younger lady. I think I took my shoes off because of all of the mud, because I remember putting my shoes back on when he came back out of the house. I think we got in the car, but I don’t think we made it back to the cruise ship.
The next thing I remember is standing outside of Ahtram and Melissa’s place. They were living with another couple and two little kids, boys, and it was really late at night. I snuck in. I’m not sure why. The house was almost like a maze with doors and halls everywhere. I made it back towards their bedroom where Melissa was sleeping. She woke up and saw me and I made the “sssshhhhhh” sign. She smiled and nodded before going to the bathroom. We sat on one of the kid’s beds to talk for a bit when Ahtram came in and I made the “sssshhhhhh” sign again. He nodded and sat on the floor next to us. Then while we were in the middle of the conversation (I don’t know what we were talking about) the lady of the couple came in. I didn’t have time to hide, but she didn’t quite freak out the way I expected her to. Before even meeting her I didn’t really like her, but then I saw her and liked her even less. It wasn’t because of the way she looked, just this energy she had around her. She was putting one of the boys to bed and then just invited herself into the conversation. I was about to leave because I did not want to talk to her. Last thing I remember is looking at my socks. I guess I had taken my shoes off again.
The next thing I remember is standing outside of Ahtram and Melissa’s place. They were living with another couple and two little kids, boys, and it was really late at night. I snuck in. I’m not sure why. The house was almost like a maze with doors and halls everywhere. I made it back towards their bedroom where Melissa was sleeping. She woke up and saw me and I made the “sssshhhhhh” sign. She smiled and nodded before going to the bathroom. We sat on one of the kid’s beds to talk for a bit when Ahtram came in and I made the “sssshhhhhh” sign again. He nodded and sat on the floor next to us. Then while we were in the middle of the conversation (I don’t know what we were talking about) the lady of the couple came in. I didn’t have time to hide, but she didn’t quite freak out the way I expected her to. Before even meeting her I didn’t really like her, but then I saw her and liked her even less. It wasn’t because of the way she looked, just this energy she had around her. She was putting one of the boys to bed and then just invited herself into the conversation. I was about to leave because I did not want to talk to her. Last thing I remember is looking at my socks. I guess I had taken my shoes off again.
Friday, January 6, 2012
Dream 01-06-12
Started out at some kind of service kiosk. Dad was standing there with me for a while before he left. I was dropping a car off to get something fixed. It was a slow day so the lady was able to fit me in immediately. She started saying something about natural disasters and so I chatted with her for a bit. There were some teenagers. in the line. There was something off about them, but I didn’t think they were dangerous. Just…. off. I headed down the street. I think Sandra lived next door to us. To me, at least. I’m not sure who all lived where exactly. But Sandra was setting up for some party. I think it may have been her birthday. Even so she was kind of young to be living on her own. Anyway, there was a fish tank outside and two huge metal drums in the driveway. They were actually metal drum casings, inside were multiple different xylophone bars arranged in sets. I grabbed a drum stick and started trying to hit the bars, but it sounded so bad. I gripped the stick differently and that sounded a little better, but I couldn’t keep hold of it. Then Paul showed up and started laughing. I explained that’s why I never played, because I couldn’t keep a grip so it never sounded right. I was a little wistful because I was sure if Eleanor was there she could have made them sound fantastic.
I left for a while, I’m pretty sure I ran into the teenagers again, but I don’t think anything came of it. I went back to the kiosk, but they were very busy this time and the lady didn’t have a chance to get to me. Sandra showed up saying she was sorry I missed the party, but she had a cup with some fish in it for me. The prizes that didn’t get won. I went back towards home and the drums were still set up. Paul was playing one of them and I was suitably impressed. I had forgotten he was in band, too. He was setting up some background rhythms with an electronic keypad attached to the drum. I sat and watched for a while then went inside so I could find a baggie for the fish so I could start acclimating them to my tank. This ended up being difficult. There was some side-project going on, but I can’t remember what it was. I think I was going to take a trip. There were also a couple of cats that kept following me around and getting in the way. One of them was really fat. Or perhaps dense? She had a certain kind of presence.
I left for a while, I’m pretty sure I ran into the teenagers again, but I don’t think anything came of it. I went back to the kiosk, but they were very busy this time and the lady didn’t have a chance to get to me. Sandra showed up saying she was sorry I missed the party, but she had a cup with some fish in it for me. The prizes that didn’t get won. I went back towards home and the drums were still set up. Paul was playing one of them and I was suitably impressed. I had forgotten he was in band, too. He was setting up some background rhythms with an electronic keypad attached to the drum. I sat and watched for a while then went inside so I could find a baggie for the fish so I could start acclimating them to my tank. This ended up being difficult. There was some side-project going on, but I can’t remember what it was. I think I was going to take a trip. There were also a couple of cats that kept following me around and getting in the way. One of them was really fat. Or perhaps dense? She had a certain kind of presence.
Thursday, January 5, 2012
Dream 01-05-12
I was at an old house for some kind of flea market or garage sale. I had been there in a dream before, no problem. And I’m pretty sure last time we went through the house in groups as well. This time I didn’t find much except for some eye shadow that was really candy. I talked to a couple of people. Ahtram was there and he was complaining saying someone else (someone specific) should have been there instead and I told him I had just seen that person (I forget who) there yesterday. I also talked to a lady who was a contestant on one of those cooking challenge shows. She was pretty nice. Anyway, after the buying tour I stayed after to wait for some friends who were still going through. The seats we were waiting in (those of us who were) were church seats. There were people worshipping in part of the building and apparently the “shopping” group got too loud and was kicked out. I was about to leave with the rest, but I noticed a blind man (about my age, maybe younger because I may have been younger in the dream; and not too bad looking) trying to go through the shopping tour. Because the building was so crowded with stuff and there were stairs and walls everywhere he was having a hard time, but nobody else noticed. So I helped him out and even carried him part of the way when he (jokingly) said something about how hard the stairs were. Which part of them were, they were practically a ladder they were so steep. By the time we made it through (he didn’t buy anything either) I think he was going to ask me out or something, but then I woke up.
Aaron and I had a little cubby in our home with several computer terminals and beds and little swivel stools on the floor. We had the computers set up to look at all kinds of different stuff. Including porn. A couple of people passed through, mostly in the bathroom where I’m pretty sure I saw dad, but the only one that ended up staying for a while was Josh. I think he was about to jump on me when suddenly he said “goddamnit Merle!” and ran out of the house. I was a bit confused and followed him. Turns out he had some kind of big truck (not a semi, but close) and Merle (from Walking Dead) was his cousin or something and was sitting in the truck waiting for him. They exchanged words and the truck started moving so I tried to move this red convertible that was in the driveway out of the way. I got it moving up the driveway but then it started rolling back down again. Someone (I don’t know who) started pushing it back up. I pulled what I thought was the emergency brake, but that didn’t do anything.
Aaron and I had a little cubby in our home with several computer terminals and beds and little swivel stools on the floor. We had the computers set up to look at all kinds of different stuff. Including porn. A couple of people passed through, mostly in the bathroom where I’m pretty sure I saw dad, but the only one that ended up staying for a while was Josh. I think he was about to jump on me when suddenly he said “goddamnit Merle!” and ran out of the house. I was a bit confused and followed him. Turns out he had some kind of big truck (not a semi, but close) and Merle (from Walking Dead) was his cousin or something and was sitting in the truck waiting for him. They exchanged words and the truck started moving so I tried to move this red convertible that was in the driveway out of the way. I got it moving up the driveway but then it started rolling back down again. Someone (I don’t know who) started pushing it back up. I pulled what I thought was the emergency brake, but that didn’t do anything.
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
Dream 01-04-12
At one point I remember being at a gas station. I was getting gas. The inside was L-shaped and the guy running the place had three different cash registers going for different purchases. One for gas, one for food and one for other stuff.
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Dream 01-03-12
I think at some point it was my birthday? There was some kind of philanthropic Hindu or Buddhist monk who was obsessed with weddings and was working on mine. I heard a rumor that if I fell asleep while he was working on something he’d do it all for free. I think Saleen may have been there. I know there was a lot more, but I can’t remember now.
Monday, January 2, 2012
Dream 01-02-12
I think I was in another video game. I was driving around very erratically and talking to someone trying to get information about the map. There was a warehouse and I was hiding under the stairs. The “enemies” walking over me to get into the building so I was trying to stay hidden. I had kind of a HUD and I could see their red dots on it. I was texting somebody (possibly the same map person) and making a joke about Jet being “one of them” or something. They were actual words on the screen that I could read. I even remember backspacing a couple of times and fixing what I said so it would make more sense.
Sunday, January 1, 2012
Dream 01-01-12
There were cats and small dogs milling around through most of it. Started out in this small town where Aaron and I had this barn. Barry was down to visit and I went up into the hayloft to show him, but there were wasps and hornets everywhere. I managed to outmaneuver them while Aaron started spraying and killing them. There was a part where mom was there and she wanted me to pick up a few things. I was looking at this giant wall of plastic jewelry but didn’t end up getting anything. There was a guy who needed a ride to the T-Mobile building to trade in his phone and the creepy guy from the McDonald’s in Wal-Mart was working there. I got bored waiting (since I didn’t know where the Sears in this town was and mom wanted a sales paper from there) so I went inside with a tray of cheesecake squares and started giving them to people. That was kind of the weird part at the end. From outside it didn’t look like anybody was in there, but when I went in there was a lady with some kids and a couple and another guy.
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