Dream 05-19-12

That was, by far, the most interesting and satisfying dream experience I’ve ever had. I kept crossing the line between half awake and half asleep. It felt like we were here but everything was different. Not drastically, but different. The first thing I remember is sitting in a bathtub full of water. The bathroom was different because the toilet and sink were on the other side. Everything had a kind of colored haze to it, like old photographs. I was sitting in the tub and Annalisa came in to tell me about the “screen” dad had put it. It was kind of a tv screen on the wall across from the toilet. You could hook different things up to it like games. While she was telling me about that dad came in and started fiddling with it. Then mom came in talking about some Aunt that came to visit. I had no idea who she was talking about and didn’t remember any visit. For some reason I wasn’t there and never met the Aunt. Then some cats started to come in, too, so I decided my bath was over. I pulled the plug and the water started draining fine, but then it slowed. Drained, slowed. I messed with the knobs and realized one of them was still on, I guess the water was going directly into the pipe, because it wasn’t coming out of the faucet.

I was completely dressed and dry when I walked into the kitchen. Sandra handed me a nutrition bar to try and it tasted really good. Just like blueberries. I could taste it! I don’t even like blueberries, but it was good. She kept eating them and eating them. I hardly noticed because I was marveling at the kitchen. I remember thinking “It’s so clean, just like when we moved in”, except it wasn’t really our kitchen. It was a sage green everywhere and everything still had that “old photo” haze over it. After looking around a bit I came across the near-empty box of bars and that’s when I noticed it was mostly empty. I asked Sandra if she was going to eat them all and she said “Mom told me to try them and see if I liked them” and then she winked at me.

I could feel myself pulling away from the dream, about to wake up. My more-awake mind decided that since my alarm hadn’t gone off yet I should take the time to rub one out before I had to get busy again. I could see myself laying on the couch on my back and putting my right hand down my pants. Then my more-asleep mind took me outside. It was sunny with a few puffy white clouds and I was still on my back in the sun. Billy was on top of me and we were making out. I thought we were in school and couldn’t believe we weren’t going to get caught. While he was kissing my neck I marveled at my hand and arm and the sun and clouds behind it. The sky was so blue!, but again everything had that haze. I wasn’t bothered by it, just noticed it. He was grinding into me and kissing me again when suddenly there was a noise. Some lady coming toward us telling us to “break it up”. We grumbled and obeyed. She was an older black lady, I guess some kind of teacher. Except it wasn’t a school we were walking towards, it was the house. He had pulled ahead and I told him to wait up a second. I think I said something, but I don’t remember. He moved in close to me and whispered “You had me good there” breathing heavy. I moved my hand up to my shoulder where he had been kissing me and felt teeth marks deep in the skin. “Oh yeah, it was good.”

Without going through the door I ended up in the living room. The dimensions were the same, but the furniture was all wrong, the haze was in here, too. There were several cats playing around in the living room chasing each other. My mom was sitting in the corner working on some crochet, I think. The cats were hidden from her view by the couch. I made to go into my room and Icarus tried to follow me. I gently put my foot in his way and he bit my toe! I felt him bite my toe! I yelped and when mom asked me what was wrong I told her “cat bit my toe” trying to get in my room as quickly as possible. “Which one” “Icarus” “Oh, we have a new cat?” She sounded happy about this. I was mostly in my room and looked over to see Saleen (or a cat that looked like a cartoonish version of her) sitting on a stool, eyes wide, paws in the air and shaking her head. The universal sign for “no, no, don’t tell her about us”. “No, …. uh….. (my brain raced to think of a friend’s name that would fit the time when I was a younger teenager) Amanda’s cat” “Oh, ok dear”. I gave Saleen a “I don’t know what you’re up to, but I have something else to deal with first so don’t go far” look and sat down at my computer. I was about to type up the dream I had to have just had about Billy when my alarm did go off and woke me up for real.

Everything was so real and vivid even with the haze. I felt and tasted and when I woke up I had to smell my fingers to see if that part was real, too, but all I smelled was old box and dirt. Amazing dream!

Dream 05-12-12

Aaron and I were in a trailer park. I'm not sure if we were passing through or what, but we stopped to visit with Ben. We were there for a while hanging around talking. At some point I ended up with a cut or something in my pubic region. I was wearing sweatpants so I pulled the waist down to check it out and it wasn't bad. They both helped me patch it up, though. Then Aaron left to go find something, I think? I went after him and Ben started following me. I headed home because I didn't want to be alone with him. Not because I thought he was creepy or anything, I just didn't want Aaron thinking anything was up. Ben ended up behind me kissing my shoulder so I walked faster. I think I ended up meeting Aaron at the house and Ben went back to his own home after they talked for a little longer.

Dream 05-07-12

I was in a circular kind of neighborhood with some friends. We were trying to get out, but had to keep circling around for various reason I'm unsure of now. There was a house at the end of the circle that we had to go through to actually get out of the neighborhood. I'm not sure if we were invited in or just went in. It wasn't very big, and was kind of cluttered. There were some cats and dogs there that seemed familiar, but not really. There was a woman there who reminded me of my grandma. She was a little... confused. Like she had alzheimers or something? I don't know if she knew me, but she was kind of nice. There was also an older man who I didn't recognize. He wanted to give us all xrays for some reason before we could leave. He had the xray machine set up in the kitchen.