Dream 06-25-10

Started out with Aaron and me at some kind of deranged DMV. We were registering for some kind of non-car-related event. The place was so confusing and there were so many people there. We got through, though, despite the efforts of this big, black lady who was trying to make things difficult for us.

I ended up at some kind of cramped sleepover/lock in. Co was there. He wasn’t ignoring me, but he didn’t make an effort to talk to me either. I felt like Aaron was around so I didn’t go out of my way to talk to him either. He ended up doing something on “my” computer and we chatted about that a bit. He looked like he does now instead of back then.

Dream 06-17-10

I lived in an old little town that was half German speaking. There were some unusual deaths, some kind of epidemic, and NCIS was called in to help with the investigation. It seems that people were being infected by drinking blood. Either the blood was gold, or the cans it came in were. I spent some time with my friends sorting through rubble for anything useful. The rest of the time I spent with Agent McGee. We became really close really quickly. When we kissed he was like this passionate other person totally focused on me. The odd thing was in our culture before I could have sex with him (I was a virgin) I had to have sex with my dad . . . . A process which was started and I kept my face covered because I couldn’t bear to look.

Dream 06-15-10

At first I thought we were at Shed’s apartment. For some reason I was hoping for a chance to run into LL. I’m not sure why. I had to pee so I went looking for a bathroom. Aaron and Shed disappeared and I felt like I was at Autumn and Frankie’s but everything was different. I couldn’t find anybody but could tell there were people around. I didn’t want to be caught someplace I wasn’t supposed to be. I kept running into bedrooms but no bathrooms. Just a lone toilet in the hallways I was not going to use. All the walls were off-white and all of the floors were a polished medium colored wood. I ended up in a bedroom and sensed people in a room through the door across from me. I stopped short, turned and ran back out. I made a screeching sound as I stopped and my footsteps thudded loudly through the “empty” house/apartment. I finally found a bedroom with a toilet. I closed the door and woke up halfway across the room.

Dream 06-14-10

I remember meeting Dave at HEB. We were parked in different places and I almost missed him. He was taller and thinner than real life, but I knew it was him. I caught up to him and we walked into HEB together with Aaron following closely behind. There was a lot more before that, but I forget.

Dream 06-12-10

I remember cleaning up after Sandra, Annalisa and their friend a lot.

Dream 06-10-10

I went to a water park (that was attached to an amusement park) with a couple of friends. We made our way to a pool that was tucked away in some hills. The only other people there were some Olympic divers who were practicing.

There was a parking lot with an old van that was used as an “honor system” swap-meet thing. I left a couple bags of things and got a pair of cute shoes and a dress. After that I went to a bank and AJ was there telling some other lady Aaron and I were lazy anorexics who just sat around attracting bugs. She didn’t use our names so I just kept my mouth shut. Got home and told mom and she just looked at me and said “SO?!” I ran to my room, slammed the door and scream “I HATE YOU!!”

Dream 06-04-10

It was sort of odd and jumbled. Aaron and I were at the mall. It was early and the only place open was the movie theater. The rest of the place was dark and locked up. We were going to go into the shadow and make out, but didn’t for some reason.

Then I was in Colorado, living with Billy and his wife and kid. He was trying to help me get Aaron a job there so we could live nearby. I worked hard to keep things un-awkward, but his wife was always reminding him they had a kid. It was really obnoxious, especially since any time we did try to get intimate the kid would pop out of nowhere. I really hated it there and would randomly yell something about why the hell was I in “fucking Colorado”?

I went into a room that was stark white. There were three sinks and some shelves. On one wall were small, oval paintings of far away places. Suddenly I realized there were about 8 other people trapped in the room with me. Someone was looking at the pictures and said “catafalque”. I had to try and get everyone to recreate the tropical island paradise to . . . I guess teleport us there so we could learn how to get out of the room. Not easy with a bunch of skeptics.

At one point I was laying in bed with Billy and my arms felt funny. I looked at them and had many painful blue veins visible through the skin. He had a word for it, but I don’t remember.

Dream 06-01-10

I had a husband, and a purpose of some kind. Then . . . There was a big split. Something in a far off place that reverberated through the air then suddenly everyone was taking sides. Families and Dynasties alike were torn in half right down the middle. The world began to somehow fall apart.

Dad and I were packing up my bedroom. It was sort of a somber occasion yet we managed to laugh and smile. There wasn’t much left. Three pieces of furniture and a few trinkets, but each piece held a fond memory I was not willing to lose.

Then I was a poor, scared, timid, lonely little Asian girl. It was a long time ago. The little boys would tease and hit me. The village we lived in was mostly deserted. There was a rough one-eyed woman who would take pity on me from time to time. She worked in some kind of restaurant. She handed me a small bowl and some chopsticks and told me to come up to the counter and get some rice. I sat happy for a moment, waiting for her to fill my bowl. Then a particularly mean little boy came and knocked my bowl to the floor; smashing it. The woman chased him off as I sat there crying.