Dream 11-16-11

Started out with Aaron and I walking down a road towards “home”. Home was kind of like here, only it was off of a more ruralish road and the driveway was dirt like it used to be. The road seemed very familiar, like I’ve been down it in a dream before. We try to cut across the front part of someone’s lawn, but they have a weird fence and we end up penned in. I’m ready to jump over it to get back to the road, but then an old lady in a truck is pulling into the driveway behind us and some rednecky guys in a Blazer type truck pull into the driveway ahead of us. We crouch down so we won’t be seen and eventually the way clears so we can continue on. Partway down the road we passed four army guys wearing gear and setting off into a field to play paintball. Also passed a long strip of land that went around a lake or pond. Some Asian guy had bought the land and was working on building it up. I was worried about how bad it was going to look, tearing down the trees and everything. Finally we get to the beginning of our driveway (it was kind of nice because it looked so much like it used to) and there was a big gate in front of it. This wasn’t a problem, or even unusual in the dream, and we opened the gate and went home. The house was different. Kind of reminded me of my great grandma’s house in Rhode Island. It didn’t really matter much because shortly after I went inside there was a knock at the door.

I was surprised to see David and three of his friends there. New friends. They were younger. He wanted to ask me something and I guess any of them could ask me, but it was important that he asked me. He kept crying but finally he got it out that he wanted me to ask the army guys if they could play paintball with them. So I walked down with them to the field, didn’t even question how he found out where I live, and I had to dodge a lot of paintballs before I found someone I could talk to. He was very rude and said “no” and so I walked with them to a tent. There was a lady in charge of some kind of paintball tournament and she showed them how they could sign up for the tournament. Last thing I remember was standing next to a wall facing David. Not talking to him, but one of his friends was there and somehow convinced me to close my eyes. As soon as I did David started kissing me. It wasn’t awful at first but then he wouldn’t stop and I could feel this suction like a vacuum. It was disturbing and uncomfortable and I think he was crying again. Then I woke up.

Dream 11-14-11

I was sharing an apartment with this chick. I think I used to like her, but we had grown apart. She had some guys over and they were all ignoring me. I was in my bed for a bit cleaning out some stuff and shoving it under her mattress. I grabbed a few things and went to sit on the front stair for a cigarette.

There were two guys already out there. A big black guy I knew and a short white guy I didn’t. We all sat and talked for a while. When we stood to get up the black guy said “Get the door” and I said “What? Are your fucking hands broken?” which was met with laughter from both sides of the door.

When I went through the door I wasn’t in our apartment. I was in some minimum security prison. After getting checked over I stuck a balloon of cocaine and a wad of cash up my ass. My luck, before I got to my cell area I got checked again. I had to scavenge change for something to drink. I was awkwardly Dped by the two guys from the stairs before some social worker came to check for contraband. I had to beat her into a room to disguise a camera (a very old, antique, single shot camera) I had set up to record the DP.

Dream 11-08-11

I was coming out of a store or something with Aaron and we were walking to my car. It was a smart car and Aaron kept saying how much he hated it and wishes I’d gotten something else. I told him it wasn’t that bad, but when we got in it really was that bad. I dropped him off at school, but then I had to go home because I forgot something. I ended up at the house on Carrollton. There was almost no furniture, but plenty of people and animals. Icarus and Saleen were by the open back door and I managed to get them both inside. Then I tried to figure out how Saleen kept getting out and noticed the garage door was partway open. As I walked to it it started lifting further and Saleen got out again. I turned and saw Sandra walking away and started YELLING at her, but she just ignored me and then AJ was thanking me for welcoming her girlfriend?! I noticed something by the microwave (not sure what) and decided to take a long road trip to visit some friends in college.

At this point the dream took over in a weird narrative where some voice was talking about my “journey” and different road signs flashed in and out of view.