Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Dream 01-31-06

I got an almost bird’s eye view of myself driving around a neighborhood. I was trying to get out, but it was very confusing. I kept hitting dead-ends and driving over curbs. I finally just got out of the car and walked up to this house. It was very dark and hard to see. I was ducked down near a puddle of something. A guy busted out of the front door, tossed me two guns and disappeared behind a pillar. There was a lot of yelling and gunfire. Someone crept around the doorway, took me completely by surprise. I got covered in the stuff from the puddle and he started rubbing what I believe was salt into my arm. I felt so betrayed as I felt myself mutating. My arm started bubbling and my skin became hard and grainy. Somehow, for some reason, I got Aaron and Elvis into the car. I turned back to look at the house and saw Onyx outside the door. I went to get her and she exploded. That woke me up quick. I went back to sleep and had another dream, but I don’t remember that one at all.

Monday, January 30, 2006

Dream 01-30-06

I was driving an unfamiliar car through a mall parking lot. I guess I sent off the people I was with and ended up on a bicycle. I ended up next to a lawyer’s office where I knew a girl that worked there. She reminded me of Stacey Kiebler. I took my bike in so it wouldn’t get stolen, and put it behind a wall near the bathroom. I noticed that the office was set up like a crossroad with bisecting hallways. I walked to the front desk to talk to my friend. She was wearing pink. The lawyer came in from his office and sat on the floor in a foyer type area. I started asking him about a job, said I’d do anything. All he had to say, very arrogantly, was that they dine in thank-you-very-much. I was about to plead my case when he got right in my face and suggested I leave. I got the feeling there was something more personal going on between him and my friend. I’m not sure, but I get the feeling that instead of leaving I went into the kitchen area and started climbing on the counters.

Saturday, January 28, 2006

Dream 01-28-06

There was a crossroads, but not much else. Just empty fields and one house right on a corner. Lots of people, we were gathering together for some kind of celebration. I had a gift or offering of some kind. I believe it was a vase or urn or something. All of a sudden there was a rumbling. Everyone, mostly, went down into the basement. A few people were caught in a heavy van across the road, while I was in an old VW bug. It started to rain down really hard. Something swept past me and ripped the doors off of my car. Shortly after, a torrential mudslide raced down towards us. I held on to the car frame as I was covered in mud. I could hear the others yelling as the car slid and turned across the road. I could almost feel the cold wetness. Then it all stopped, the rain and mud, and I had come to a stop nestled right up against the van. We all convened in the middle of the crossroads. The only damage was the doors ripped off my bug. Everyone and everything else was muddy, but untouched.

Friday, January 27, 2006

Dream 01-27-06

I was in Europe somewhere, talking to a chick about my age. She offered to take me and these two guys on a tour of a town nearby. I mentioned that I had been there before, but it seemed no one heard me.

At the town she started a whole tour guide speech, like she had memorized it or something. While she was talking I tried to grab a rather large pamphlet, but it seemed to be stuck in the rack. I don’t remember much about the town, just that it was old, open and empty. She talked for a really long time, but I don’t remember any details about what she said.

I ended up in a stairwell of an apartment building. I was talking to this guy. I was in my underwear standing in some sort of apparatus. It was spraying a blue liquid all over my legs. I’m not sure if it was a dye or temporary paint. When I stepped off of it, the color was not as prominent as I would have liked. I got a darker blue and did my face. It was very thick and I needed a towel to wipe off my eyes. I think I actually looked at myself in a mirror to accomplish this without screwing up the dye/paint.

Thursday, January 26, 2006

Dream 01-26-06

I started on the porch of this creepy old house. I was with some other people and we were taking pictures. I left down a path and came across a tiny trailer. I picked up a cat and stuck it inside. Further down the path it got darker, like it was night. I was at a fence. I pulled down a part of it and climbed over. I recognized it as my old house and wanted to snoop around. There were 2 huge Rottweilers, but there was a bag of dog biscuits next to me. I threw a couple at the dogs and darted across the yard. When inside, I came into the bathroom. It was dark. I saw some vases in the room across the hall. One had my name on it, but it also had another name on it. Phil or something. There was movement to my right so I headed left into the living room. It was dark, and mom was in there in a chair. I thought she was asleep, but as I made my way to the front door I noticed she was not. I was about to say something when Vince Neil came around the corner. He had a beer and a gun. When he went to take a drink I woke up.

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Dream 01-25-06

I was in a small town. I was driving around looking for something or someone. I drove North to an even smaller town where I lived. Someone, 2 people, followed me out there. Not for any bad purposes, they wanted me to find something.

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

Dream 01-24-06

I was in a building somewhere. It was semi-public, but cozy. Someone’s house, maybe? We were discussing our individual plans for the near future. Mine had something to do with plants, I think? There was a guy I had my eye on, but I was nestled against this big guy cuz he was comfy. I think I started to doze off.

Monday, January 23, 2006

Dream 01-23-06

I had a van. The back seats were pulled out, and the back was full of bags and boxes of stuff. I was going through them looking for something. Then David came up and started talking to me. Either he or I said, “I’m glad we got back together.” This signaled something. I was wracking my brain trying to figure out why that wasn’t right.

Friday, January 20, 2006

Dream 01-20-06

I was at some sort of function. There was a guy who would not stop talking. I tried to gather up Aaron and Elvis, but it was hard to move around for some reason. We got to this shed, but there was already a dog there, so we had to move carefully. My mouth felt funny. I pulled out my left top incisor and it was huge and deformed. I really didn’t want it in my mouth, but I didn’t want to be toothless either.

We got back to the trailer. I was walking around the yard and there were a couple “official looking” guys there. I asked them what they wanted and they told me my house was on fire. I went back and got everyone out. I could see flames under the house and in some of the walls. It didn’t seem to be spreading. There wasn’t much damage, and no one was hurt.

Thursday, January 19, 2006

Dream 01-19-06

I don’t know what I dreamed about, but I slept well and woke up feeling like a Goddess.

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Dream 01-18-06

I was in school, taking about 7 or 8 classes. There was just too much to remember so I decided to grab all of my books, skip a day, and try to catch up. I remember thinking it was my senior year and wondering why things were so much harder. When I got home and tried to study, there was something very distracting going on outside. I just don’t remember what.

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Dream 01-17-06

I was there to enjoy myself. I’m not sure where I was, but I spent a lot of time in a grocery store. Dancing around, running into people. At one point I was in an open bathtub just swimming back and forth. At the end, there was some issue with cars, but I was still having fun.

Monday, January 16, 2006

Dream 01-16-06

I was in a small town. There was not a lot going on, but Batista was there. We talked and became somewhat close. I heard he was leaving and ran to the bus depot. He was at the ticket desk with his bags and said, “I won’t be back.” I ran up to him and hugged him.

Sunday, January 15, 2006

Dream 01-15-06

It was the first day of school. This school was terrible. There were not a lot of students, but I got the feeling they all hated me. The teachers weren’t too bad. The classrooms, though . . . A small group of us were walking down a hallway. We found our lockers, which were tiny. Then we went back to the classroom. There was like a turnstile then stairs leading down. Downstairs was the real classroom. There was a huge cage with big desks that seated 3 people each. I grabbed a test and found an empty chair. The girl I sat next to promptly stood up and moved. I looked at the test, and it was all in Spanish. Also, it was a scan-tron type test and all I had was pens.

Saturday, January 14, 2006

Dream 01-14-06

I was at school, but for more of an extracurricular thing. There was about 15 of us and we were doing some sort of experimental research/role-playing deal. We kept moving from place to place around the school grounds, breaking up into smaller groups and then reconverging. It was about 2 or 3 in the afternoon, but it was dark outside. The last group I was in I was talking to a couple of people and we got into a car and went around back. We were leaving on some short poles, starting to get bored. I opened up a classroom door and asked when we were supposed to get out of there. The teacher was messing with me and said 10, but a student closer to me said 4. The clock on the wall read 3:20.

I was talking to a guy about that. He reminded me of someone, but I don’t remember who. He pointed off into the distance. I walked a ways and found 3 different grills. 2 gas and 1 charcoal. They were all stuffed with burgers and hot dogs. One of the grills tipped over, and I righted it. Soon after, the guy and I walked to his house. It was kind of run down, and on the corner of a lot were all of the buildings were torn down. We only stayed for a minute before his dad came home. Then we walked up the hill and ended up at the stairs to an apartment building. We sat and this girl came up with a stack of drawings. She sat them on the stairs in front of us and went upstairs. Then another girl came up, grabbed the papers and said something about “fixing them”.

I started in a school bathroom. There was a bucket of fried chicken balanced on one of the stall doors. I had to pee and get changed, so I picked another one. There was another girl in there I was talking to but never saw. This big, pudgyish guy came in and I shielded myself. We were screwing with him until he left.

My job, for part of a movie, was to run down a street while a cheetah chased me. After shooting for a while I went back to the school to change again. There was this guy who was friends with the bigger guy, and he kept making fun of my clothes. I don’t’ know why I cared, but I kept changing them and asking him until finally I gave up and wore what I wanted. I was more than a little disturbed to discover how pudgy I was.

Friday, January 13, 2006

Dream 01-13-06

I was at a house, for a slumber party, I believe. There was five or six people there and some food and movies. There was a guy, kind of a mix between Shawn, John and Aaron, who was really into me. I could sense what he was feeling. I followed him into his room and we had this wild, crazy, passionate sex. Afterwards, he got on the computer saying he had to work. I was laying on the bed mentally kissing him and feeling him. He said “Stop that, you know I can’t resist you.” So I continued until he leapt on me again.

Shortly after, things went terribly wrong. A negative presence had completely permeated the hose. As I walked around I could feel the air was sticky and almost magnetic in some parts. Especially in the pantry cabinets. I got to work using a stick of incense to cleanse the area. I noticed I was using a chopstick for a wand. I almost got pulled into one of the cabinets. By the time I woke up, it felt as if I wasn’t making any progress at all.

Thursday, January 12, 2006

Dream 01-12-06

Aaron, Tim, Faith, Nathan and I were walking along these paths in the forest. (Like the ones in Germany) We’re not going anywhere or doing anything in particular, just talking. We went around this abandoned guard post and down a fairly muddy path. We ended up in a clearing on the edge of town. We all decided to split up, cuz we all had different stuff to tend to.

It was dark, and I was afraid of getting caught. By whom or what, I am not sure. Somehow I became dressed up as a nun. I was running (actual running, not dream running) through town, sticking to the shadows and between buildings. Our, all of our, apartment was right next to a Hindu-owned convenience store. I was gonna stop by there to pick up . . . Some herb, I believe. There was a fairly long, very open parking lot between me and there. I decided to make a run for it. When I was ½ way across, a car pulled in. They were gonna park next to the store, but then they spotted me (still dressed like a nun) and turned to park next to the building from which I had come.

Inside the store, I lost the nun outfit. The older guy that worked there was busy. The younger guy already knew what I wanted. He handed me a piece of paper and went off to get it. The paper looked like foreign money. It was folded in half. There was a woman repeated on it several times. She reminded me of Buddha, and she was nude. I was captivated by her eyes.

I was admiring her image when the older guy came up and snatched the paper from me. He said, “you cannot have this.” So I told him the other guy had given it to me, and he says “No, you cannot have this. You do not deserve this because you lack . . .” something about “Motivational something” Drive? Projection? I was in total shock, because he was usually very nice to me. The young guy came back with my bag looking both ashamed and apologetic. He handed me the bag and told me there would be no charge. I noticed the bag was heavier than it should have been. I said nothing. Only “thank you” and left.

On the short walk to the apartment building I peeked in the bag. Inside was a pair of finger cymbals, some what looked to be postcards, and other small, yet highly significant, trinkets. I thought that I needed to get a lockbox somewhere safe for important items like these, in case our apartment was ever broken into.

When I got upstairs (we lived on the second floor) the door was ajar. My heart began pounding and I thought “Doesn’t that figure?” nothing looked amiss, but I heard rustling further back. I set my bag near the door and grabbed a wooden chair. I headed back to confront the intruder, and it was Nathan. With a sign of relief I tossed the chair aside. It shattered when it hit the floor. This directed my attention to Tim and Faith sitting in the dining room. His back was to me, but I could see her very clearly. She was grinning like a fool and announced that she was pregnant. I never got to see his reaction.

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

Dream 01-11-06

I was in school, but not at the school. A bunch of us were on some sort of field trip. We were walking along an empty road, passed an empty dirt field and stopped for a bathroom break. This girl and I were bitching about stopping so soon. It was dark and the field seemed to have a roof on it.

There was a buzz going around about the superintendent thinking about quitting. We decided we couldn’t let that happen. There was a small stage and some theater-style seats at the end of the field. WE all made our way to the stage to do some brainstorming.

I’m not sure what we came up with, if anything, before he showed up. He went around doctoring up everyone who needed it. Somehow my left arm got broken, so he put a splint on it and wrapped it up. The other chick (from the beginning) and I stuck close by him for the rest of the dream.

There was us talking in a parking lot, and something in a hallway. It gets kind of fuzzy after that. I do remember feeling emotionally close to the superintendent. He was youngish, but it wasn’t an infatuation. Like respect and camaraderie. Also, in the dirt field, there was some fencing. Some of it was rolled up, and some was unrolled laying on the ground.

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Dream 01-10-06

Dad was explaining to me, in a very detailed manner, exactly how he wanted me to go shopping for him. In a constructive way, though, trying to be helpful. Someone had left two huge pork chops on the counter, and I had to clean I up. They were raw, but no longer wrapped in their packaging.
Then I found myself outside. I was walking along a path, headed between two mountains. They seemed pretty small, by mountain standards.

Monday, January 9, 2006

Dream 01-09-06

I think I was looking for something. I think I was in an old plantation house, and there was something about cops snooping around.

Sunday, January 8, 2006

Dream 01-08-06

Bits and pieces. Aaron and I were looking for something. We were at this house visiting someone. He was offering us different places to sleep. Then these people showed up with some kind of box and we left.

We ended up in a tiny little Podunk town with 2 flat tires. We pulled up to a convenience store and started walking around looking for an air spigot. We found one, and as we were filling up these tubes from inside the tires, some crazy guy came out of the store yelling and waving a gun at us. I know there was more, but I don’t remember.

Saturday, January 7, 2006

Dream 01-07-06

Started out in school. Last class of the last day. We were taking a test, I was the only one to finish. It was maybe 17 questions long.

Then, for some reason, dad and I were driving someplace pretty far away. He started to fall asleep, so he pulled over into this fast food place so I could drive. He climbed into the backseat. Somehow when I got behind the wheel, we ended up on bikes. He was still tired, told me to go ahead and he’d catch up.

After a while it started to get dark. There was a whole area in front of me that was on fire. Two people came up from my left on bikes, and the 3 of us converged near a whole group of old-world looking villagers. I asked the two if the fire was bad the way they came, since dad was supposed to be catching up. We were surrounded in fire that wasn’t really hot, and the villagers were looking for their cricket.

The three of us started searching. The guy from the pair I ran into found it up the road aways. When I tried to catch a glimpse, he showed me, but it was wrapped in a tiny green bag with what looked like a strip of dried corn husk tying it shut.

I thought there would be celebration, but from my left I saw the Egyptian Falcon headed God leading us down a side road. One I realized I knew when we reached a small white building in the woods. I felt that we were captives. We went in through the back door to a room of glass doored refrigerators filled with alcohol. I tried to reach for some, but one of the villagers said it wouldn’t be a good idea.

We were being driven down a hall, and I found a bathroom and storage room. Each I had tried to hide in last time I was there. I instinctively ran to the bathroom, several people followed me to stop me, so I went through a side door into the storage room. It was cramped with stuff, which made me feel better. I locked the doors, but they were trying to break In. I held my hands up and concentrated on putting up a magic barrier. The walls began to shift and the doors disappeared into a corner. I was safe and ready to look for the secret tunnel when I got dizzy and woke up.

Friday, January 6, 2006

Dream 01-06-06

We started in a t-shirt shop Aaron liked. The place was huge and lit with blacklights. Still not sure why we were there.

Later we went shopping. I picked up all kinds of girly stuff for Madison. I tried to find something with a camera attached and couldn’t.

The last part had something to do with a squared-off battlefield. I never felt like I was in danger, but I really had no idea what was going on either.

Thursday, January 5, 2006

Dream 01-05-06

I think the town was built on water. There was a lady running a book shop who was against magic. I took off across the water to find something. Proof, maybe? When I came back she had gone out of business, so I picked through the books that were left and passed out the useful ones.

Aaron, mom and I went to some indoor carnival/flea market thing. There was a theme, but I don’t remember. We kept getting split up, so I left. When we came back later it was totally deserted and covered in cobwebs. We were using an old, abandoned shop as a storage unit.

Then I was at a run-down two story house. People were arguing about who was going where for a holiday dinner. It was snowing. One chick was begging her mom to tell her which guy was her real brother. It was the one that nobody suspected. I have no idea what my role in the last part was.

Wednesday, January 4, 2006

Dream 01-04-06

I wasn’t really scared, though the entire dream was composed of pieces of previous nightmares. I think things were lighter, though. There was a spooky house with long hallways and doors that take you around in circles. There were crazy people and something where Aaron and I were playing a video game and the TV behind us down the hall was reacting to it.

Then we ended up at the underground airport I’ve been to in dreams before. I heard that a plane was coming in from Karlsruhe, and I wanted to see if I knew anyone. We made our way to an outdoor area and there were a couple of people sorta watching 3 tightrope walkers. A gust of wind blew them over. They were attached to the tightrope with safety harnesses. The 2 guys on the left had short harnesses, and the guy on the right had a really long one.

Past that was a seedy little join with a track ride. One way you saw grizzly murder scenes, the other way was raunchy porno. There was a guy there we knew. Dad, maybe? We ended up sorting through a gooey mess of slimy prosthetics for the grizzly death portion, came up with nothing.

We headed back to the car and realized everything was covered in frost and snow except our car. We had left the heat running and were almost out of gas. We headed straight through a neighborhood and came to an intersection. The only gas stations that looked familiar were on the right. We pulled into a teeny little gas station that ended up being packed. We split up so I paid for gas and he got smokes. The whole town was bright white with snow. A far cry from the first part.

Tuesday, January 3, 2006

Dream 01-03-06

All I can remember is that I didn’t seem to stay in one place for very long. Also it was very dark. All black and white.

Monday, January 2, 2006

Dream 01-02-06

About midway through, Aaron and I had been through a lot, though I can’t remember what. We wandered through a grocery store and I picked up a tiny little cap gun. We were sitting in the car and he decides he wants to go to the concert, but can’t remember how to get to the club.

The area I remembered from a previous dream, so I told him exactly how to get there, then went off to try and figure out how to work my cap gun. I think it was broken.

There was a short part about taking some boudoir photos, but I’m not sure who or why.

Sunday, January 1, 2006

Dream 01-01-06

It was . . . unusual. I believe I was visiting relatives. There was supposed to be a dinner, but people kept disappearing, and people would go looking for them. So I went exploring. mom was trying to grab bottles off a really high shelf, so I helped her out.

Then I ran into someone. Shawn. I still wanted him. We began flirting then took off for an empty room to be alone. I was giving him head, and we were about to have sex when someone knocked on the door. We got dressed and I answered it. I left for just a minute to help clean something up. when I got back, he was in bed with someone else.

I became irate. I screamed at him and started throwing tapes at both of them. pegged both of them good. I ran off crying into the darkness. I got to the van in the middle of a large parking lot and started packing it up. I went into a convenience store to pick something up and ran into Shawn there. We were getting to talking when I woke up.