Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Dream 11-29-06

I spent some time in a shopping center, picking up some summer tops. Andy was there helping me carry stuff.

Monday, November 27, 2006

Dream 11-27-06

Very scary, and I was asleep maybe 2 hours. First I was at a Haunted House at a friend’s house. It was more fun than frightening. Until people started getting hurt. It was then that I realized that the Haunted House was taking up way more space than should have been in a basement. Whatever the initial plan, I knew something had gone wrong.

I managed to find my way out of the basement and got to the phone. It was portable so I hid behind the couch under the big main window. I could have, should have gone outside, but we made a pact not to unlock the doors. I got through to 911 but couldn’t remember the address. I told the lady what I was pretty sure it was and hung up. Just then my friend’s boyfriend showed up. I tried to keep the curtain against the wall so he couldn’t see me, but he did anyway. I decided to Hell with the pact and ran out into the darkness. There were four ambulances half a block away. I guessed I was wrong on that address after all.

I ended up at a movie theater. There was a big-ish party outside, mostly little kids on bikes. I had a bike too but became restless going around the same little circle. I ventured a little further along the side of the building. I ran into a guard sitting in a tallish chair, he looked a little gothic, but generally good looking and he had some champagne which he offered. After what I’d been through I decided to have some.

I don’t know how much I drank, but the more I did, the creepier he looked but the more I was drawn to him. At some point I spilled nearly half a flute of champagne all over me. He didn’t care and neither did I, but that was my last glass. Jumped into his lap straddling him. He was downright disturbing looking by now, but I kissed him to drink the alcohol he was offering me from his mouth. When I did my crotch felt like it was shot with electricity and I leapt down. I shook it off and climbed back up because as much as he was creeping me out I had to have him.

I don’t remember if it was my suggestion or his, it may have been a mutual understanding, but we walked over to his car which had very dark tinted windows. I don’t’ know when Mike showed up but he followed me inside and helped me fold down the seats. I was only momentarily surprised when I saw a stroller in the back, but moved it out of the way so I could keep adjusting the seats.

When he came into the back the car seemed to have tripled in size. Then he asked me if I needed formula, baby formula. I got a flash of an old security guard feeding a baby formula because it was the only safe thing for it to eat after a virus started turning people into zombies. I assumed that what he meant and declined.

When he exposed himself I started getting worried. His penis was nearly cone shaped and the head was the size of a bean and pointed. Somewhere I saw an ‘image’ of it and it looked normal and I could not put 2 and 2 together. This other image I guess convinced me enough to stay because I did.

What happened next happened so fast I’m not sure of the exact order. Mike finished masturbating and mentioned something about my having a husband. At that moment creepy-guy said the name “Gabe”, Gabe Markham. My mind was in some kind of frenzy because I thought, “Gabe? Yeah, Aaron. Someone used to call him Gabe. Like the Angel.” At the moment I realized that this guy knew my husband his penis brushed my skin. I jumped back, both from the realization and also because his deformed cock had the same texture as porous volcanic rock.

I didn’t leave the car but found myself standing in the parking lot anyway. I jumped on my motorcycle and tore off down the street. I didn’t get far when the dream jumped, like a record skipping.

It was nearing nightfall again. I didn’t recall driving that far, but still lost a whole day anyway. The whole rest of the dream took place at night. I was at another friend’s house. We were standing against a wall across from her uncle, who was sitting behind a desk, and her father, who looked like the dad from OCC and had a gun pointed right at her head. Before I could fully grasp what was going on, he fired the gun and we both went down. I somehow knew we were both okay and moved to stand. This upset my friend because her plan was for us to play dead. Her dad and Uncle were arguing about a store the Uncle owned and the father was selling which sold old Zippos. I knew the one and wondered why it wasn’t given to my friend to run. She could get it making money.

I don’t think we snuck away, but we made it to her room and shut the door. We both attempted to call 911 at the same time. When I got through and told the dispatcher what was going on she totally blew me off. I called back and explained that my friend was the girlfriend of the guy who was the Crow (movie? Real life? I don’t know what I meant)

I explained to my friend what happened and she said that particular dispatcher was a friend of the family and that they had a “thing”.
When I heard her dad stomping towards the room, I wasn’t gonna wait to find out more. I opened the nearest window (which looked way too small) and got out. As soon as I closed the window he came in through the door. He asked where I was and if she had killed me yet. She said Yes. I ran.

He opened the window, but I was pretty sure he didn’t see me before I ducked behind a van. When I heard him outside chasing me I ran. The faster I tried to run, the slower and more awkwardly I ran. I didn’t have the energy to fly, if I tried he could have easily grabbed my leg. I wasn’t gaining enough speed for a long jump. I knew he was nearly on me and my last option was to wake myself up. It wasn’t as hard as it usually is, but the dream stuck with me for a short while after.

Sunday, November 26, 2006

Dream 11-26-06

I may have been on a campus, but I'm not sure. I was looking over a central notice board when Sandy happened by. She was going to get her tongue pierced so I went with her. She got it done in a weird cross pattern, I was going to get mine done again until I realized I already had. The second piercing was sideways and looked like a rather large bolt. So then I was gonna get my lip done but we left. I ran into someone, I want to say Enrique but I'm pretty sure that's not right. anyway, I was telling him about a dream I had where he was coming at me like a zombie. he got a crazed look in his eye, aid "Oh, like this?" and started coming after me. I ran but he kept coming; I maced him right in the eyes but he kept coming. when I made it back to the notice board he was gone. I ran into Sandy again and told her to tell him that he really freaked me out. I also fought off some smallish monsters. There may have been more at the beginning, but I don't remember.



I was at home, but I was a cat. Walking on all fours and everything. I don't remember everything I did while I was out, but when I came back home my cat dad was livid that I had been out so long. My cat mom told me to go to the vent to get my scent in there so cat-dad would think I hadn't gone far.
I did this, but as soon as he sniffed the vent he knew I hadn't been in there that long and became even more angry. I took off for next door forgetting that the human lady next door didn't like cats at all. she immediately started spraying me with bug spray which I could actually smell. It was then that I knew she meant to kill me. I leapt from the driveway to the top of her SUV onto her roof and stayed there.

Saturday, November 25, 2006

Dream 11-25-06

Aaron and I were at a huge, big city mall that I've been to in dreams before. I guess we had been there a while because it was getting dark and the place was emptying out.

There was a table set up giving away free food. While I was deciding what I wanted he walked off to the parking garage area. I went off after him and we ran into some people we knew. there was a tall stone building across the street where we could see a guy jumping to his death. There was a strategically placed crack in the side of the building to ensure that people who jumped, died.

One of the people we were talking to had the guy's suicide note in which he revealed that he was grateful to the note-holder for pushing him because he couldn't have done it on his own. It was then that I realized that the building was not tall, it was floating above a stack of bodies.

Shortly after we were on our way out and it started pouring. The worst part of that was that I barely knew how to get out of there in the first place. Sure enough I ended up going the wrong way down a one-way street, causing me to get pulled over. I woke up midway through my explanation.

Thursday, November 23, 2006

Dream 11-23-06

We were in school. Aaron was working on a comic book play/movie. It was Thanksgiving, but something had made it so that everyone was there. There was a guy who reminded me of Fernando who was just so happy to have everyone around because he was normally there alone for Thanksgiving.

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Dream 11-22-06

I was at the hospital visiting Eva. She had a bunch of kids with her, I'm pretty sure they were hers. Once I found out she was okay I went to get some food. The cafeteria reminded me of a fast food place. Just my luck they closed early because it was Tuesday.

On my way out I ran into a guy who seemed to be lost. Apparently he was new. I offered to show him around. We were on our way out when I realized I had forgotten something. The whole building was closing up quickly and we got separated.

I found myself in a large open foyer. A bunch of people I knew were gathered around for, I assume, a kind of potluck. The one dish that really stood out was a huge (or so I saw it) cheesecake. Only it was made with huge chunks of Swiss cheese. The guy who made it was a real sweetheart and I couldn't bear to tell him it was supposed to be cream cheese.

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Dream 11-21-06

There was a path through a forest. It was fairly dangerous walking through because there were poisonous blue lizards and small gators, but the beauty of the place was too much for me to resist. There was pure white snow, baby blue ice on a nearby lake, and carved into the ground were images and figures of a variety of animals. It was breathtaking.

Outside of these woods I ran into a woman who was concerned about losing weight. she looked fine to me, but I shared some things that have worked for me.

Monday, November 20, 2006

Dream 11-20-06

All I really remember is Aaron and I going over to Tim's to pick something up. There was something wrong with him, though. He seemed kind of floaty. maybe it was me because everything seemed kind of floaty.



Aaron and I were out shopping. We picked up a TV and put it in the trunk of Tim's car. Later when we were at home, Tim came by. We got the TV and Tim was parked in the yard in front of the shed. he was going to spend the night in his car rather than coming in. Next day I was out and went to a hair salon. The guy working on my hair seemed to be almost flirting with it. he cut only a little at a time, taking breaks. At one point he was coloring the tip of a strand with a marker.

Sunday, November 19, 2006

Dream 11-19-06

I was in a run down, open area kind of town. There were windmill generators on top of the regular power lines. Just about everything was done on trains, the cars of which were almost like single-wide trailers. I was trying to throw together some kind of dinner but kept getting called outside.
There was some kind of plant shop that specialized in large carnivorous plants. There was a guy, not sure if he was in charge or not, but I did what he asked anyway. Mostly cuz it all made sense. I guess.

Friday, November 17, 2006

Dream 11-17-06

I kept waking up. All I remember is continually going back to a large circular room. There were a few people in black robes standing at certain points around the perimeter. I never found out who they were or why I was there because I kept waking up.

Monday, November 13, 2006

Dream 11-13-06

I almost had a fling with Brad Garret, but mom barged in ruining the mood. Then I ended up in the all familiar 3rd floor apartment. It was mostly empty and there were zombies outside. I was adjusting a window and saw a normal couple wandering around outside. I pulled back, hoping they didn't see me, but I knew they did. moments later they came in through the rights die window. I scrambled to put the window back in. It was one of those side-sliding deals. The glass and screens had popped out. I was popping them back in and saw a zombie climbing up the tree across from me. I tried to pull back and run, but he lunged right for the window.

Sunday, November 12, 2006

Dream 11-12-06

I was wandering around some caves. looking for something. Don't remember what, though.

Thursday, November 9, 2006

Dream 11-09-06

After arguing with someone about computers, I left. wherever I was it was dark outside. I went to another town, not sure if I lived there or just stayed there sometimes. I was riding my motorcycle down the dirt roads enjoying the fresh air.

Then everything changed. It grew dark and I was in a closed in part of town. My motorcycle quit working and became dilapidated. I needed some money for a place to stay. Luckily I ran into a buddy that was willing to help me out. He knew a guy who'd pay money for my bike and helped me push it there. I told the guy it was only a loan and that I'd be back.

Then we went deeper into town to a guy with extra rooms. When we got there the place was a mess and so was he. We tried to help him, but he didn't want any. Luckily the sun was coming back up so I could leave.

The thing that really struck me was the colors. Even at night they were so vivid. It was night. I was at a store. I had picked up something but don’t' remember what. There was a lady by the self-checkout fiddling with her purse. I went in front of her figuring I'd fly through with my one item.

Just my luck, she becomes irate and then the machine freaks out. I'm pushing all the right buttons but nothing's happening. I turn and scream at the lady to hold on a damn minute and finally the machine works. Finally I'm out in the parking lot. I head straight for my car and lock myself inside.

Tuesday, November 7, 2006

Dream 11-07-06

I was in school trying to just get by. I was part of a group (not sure what we did exactly), but barely. We were in a small apartment building "on-campus" that was co-ed. Somehow I ended up being the only one in there when a maniac showed up and started smashing everything. I tried to hide in the bathroom, but he knocked down the door and dragged me out. He stripped off my clothes and tied me to a chair. I don't remember how I got away.

I worked with some special-ed kids for a while, but I sucked at that and most of them hated me too. I took to sleeping in an abandoned carnival just to be left alone. Then I hooked up with Brandon Frasier. he had a girlfriend, but she was fucking my boyfriend (ex by that point). Things were good for a while except he was very neurotic about his schedule. I tried seducing him on a "non-sex" day and his penis was all dry . . . like the thing had been dehydrated.

I went to class, tried to pick a seat away from everybody, but ended up next to a snobby black girl. She had a magazine she slip over. I glanced down for a split second before I realized there was someone on my other side as well. For that she was about to tell the teacher that she "just couldn't deal with this." I told her to forget it and left.

I went back to the carnival, somehow making it past about 30 gang bangers wearing yellow. Then I found out that Brandon was leaving me for his ex. Never got a clear answer for why. That was the last straw. I fought her, beat her easily, tied her up and gave her to the gang bangers as a peace offering and "thank you" for letting me by. Told 'em to take care cuz if she got away that was it. She did. I was glad she did, knew she would. I only wanted to scare her.

Sunday, November 5, 2006

Dream 11-05-06

On the road again. I've traveled this dusty, old highway in many dreams. This time I had a map. For all the good it did me when I lost my car. Not sure how it happened, just that all of a sudden I was with a girlfriend hitching a ride on some kind of military minibus. She was a thrill seeker and wanted to 'ridealong' on one of the jeeps with a gun turret. The driver looked at me; when I shook my head "no" he made the thing disappear. For some unknown reason this triggered the idea to rewind time along the way. This was purely visual, worked only on a small are, and nothing could be done to change what I saw. Which wasn't much, mostly. There was a part along the highway where I saw an older couple walking along and were hit by a falling tree. What struck me was that it appeared to have been done on purpose.

Not long after I found myself at a familiar little trailer. I'm not sure who I knew that lived there, but it was empty now. I "remembered" an explosion and wanted to know more. I held my left hand as a bowl and turned my right in a "rewind" motion. I didn't notice any change on the outside and after a while I just stopped and went inside. It was empty, looked brand new. Somehow I had a glass of milk in my hand from which I was drinking. I found I could walk around within this past viewing. Only thing I saw with any clarity was someone fiddling with the fuse box.

Saturday, November 4, 2006

Dream 11-04-06

I was at a party in New York, I was the girlfriend of a mob guy. For the most part he was real sweet. After the party he decided he wanted to walk home. It was dark, but I agreed.

At one point I mentioned wanting to take him down to Texas so he could see how pretty the buildings were when they were lit up. I assume I meant Dallas, or Austin. He became upset as though I offended him. We walked on in silence and soon I realized we were making a big circle. I was pretty sure we were lost, since the sun was now coming up, but said nothing.

Shortly we came back by his parent's house where the party had been. his mother was just getting into a car and I ran up and asked her for a ride, reluctantly my boyfriend followed. As she pulled out, she nearly ran into a pile of cars also leaving the party late.

I'm not sure exactly what happened next, but I ended up in the back of a pick-up truck full of stuff being chased by one of his brothers. I grabbed some kind of plate (heavy) and chunked it at his windshield, caught him right in the throat. A few times I ducked down behind some boxes to dodge gunfire. I threw some more boxes and things and he finally gave up the hunt.

I thought my troubles were over, but somehow the truck driver managed to drive us onto a plantation. Last thing I heard was "your wit will not help you out of here", but it was not directed at me.



I remember a huge warehouse, subdivided into shelves and sections that were like open classrooms. It was the sort of environment where everyone more or less got along, friendly challenges and jesting were common. It was nice. I think there were also ghosts about.